I think I love you.. {completed}

i fucked up

raskel: yea i been distracted but not like ignoring her

edgar: look at your call history man she can kill you with that proof haha and it would be ok shit how you gonna go over haha if she was my daughter i would be dragging your ass boss and all fucker

raskel: shit man .. i gotta go see her .. she ain't answering any of my calls

with luna

luna: no your lying?

raul: i wish i was luna .. but i drove by the park and saw the ambulance then saw them covering up a body i parked to see what had happened and the local chismosa lady told me .. its doña lupes daughter i asked her Michelle? and she nodded

luna: she was 18? her birthday was coming up .. i was gonna look for her try and help her do something ..

raul hugged her as she broke down

raul: luna

luna: i know she was a bitch we beefed it and fought hurt each other .. but here was good memories we became best friends in 5th grade ..

he hugged her as raskel drove up .. she sighed and went inside as he walked up

raskel: luna come on! please!

raul stopped him

raul: let her be man

raskel: i fucked up i need to talk to her fix things i

raul: i know you did but i just told her they found Michelle's body .. she overdosed on a park bench

raskel: wait

raul: yea .. you would think with everything this news would've made her a lil happy .. i lowkey think Michelle had something to do with damiens death .. but lunas hurt

his phone went off

raul: that your son

raskel: his mom .. i fucked up my priority's wanting to be civil with her i pushed luna aside thinking she would be ok .. im fucking stupid

raul: did you see the onesie she got she was excited to show you i had angel on facetime choosing which one to give you

raskel: fuck

raul: i ain't gonna tell you what you did .. just remember homie shes a strong one she don't need no man but she loves you like no other and has been there for you threw this shit

he nodded

raskel: you ok

raul: i don't know shits fucked up i got my babygirls birthday coming up and her first words are momma .. its been huh

raskel: im sorry homie you know i got you

raul: i know .. but she needs you go in there and fix your shit she might rock your jaw though haha

raskel: i deserve it

he gave him a handshake and a hug and walked inside angel ran to him

angel: dada!!

he picked him up and hugged him tight

moreno: sup ese

raskel: where is she

moreno: oo so now we care? why the fuck didn't you answer her earlier when she was trying to tell you the sex haw? why weren't you even there? i thought i didn't need to be on this shit haw! i never let her go alone with angel i waited in the waiting rooms i thought i didn't have to do this again cuz you know your married?!

he looked down

moreno: she just found out her old best friend died all the pain is replaying the shootings the fighting shes regretting a lot adding being pregnant is a lot .. so choose them words right boy ill back her up

raskel: yea .. here babyboy go with tata

angel hugged him tight

moreno: he's missed his dad

raskel: i know .. but i need to talk to her

moreno took angel .. he walked into her old room she was sitting on the ground looking at old pictures of them

luna: i don't wanna hear it .. i don't .. i don't wanna argue i don't want shit

he sat down next to her and forced hugged her as she broke down and pushed him away

raskel: babe come on ..

luna: I wanted to hug her again .. i thought her dying would make me happy but it fucking hurts .. looking threw all this just reminds me of the good times .. i missed my sister .. fuck

raskel: the good times always hurt the most

luna: i wanted to help her sober up i wanted us to make amends so she could be the lil of damian for angel .. now there together and that makes me mad

raskel: why does it make you mad?

luna: because .. it isn't fair it shouldn't have gone how it did .. but if it didn't i wouldn't have my baby boy..

raskel: and i wouldn't have you or him .. life works in weird ways .. but i know i didn't help either it hit me when i saw the onsie .. it all hit me so fucking hard my mind was so messed up and stressed trying to do things .. panic set in so quick

she looked down

raskel: im sorry luna ive been so stupid when you welcomed angelo and didn't destroy rachel .. we went out there to visit and didn't even get to visit your mom .. i put my shit first .. you always put me first when i should be putting you first

luna: a lil girl .. i get my lil girl .. im high risk too that's what they told me today .. once you didn't get home for dinner i gave up i wanted to track you down and just loose it on you and make you see what you where doing

raskel: why didn't you

luna: because i thought of her i wasn't going to stress or hurt her or myself i packed angels things and mine and came home only took you 3 hours

raskel: yea

luna: and im not jealous i don't care but when you ignored me or told angel you where busy doing nothing really it hurt but yet he still looked for you and kept asking for his daddy ... i want my daddy wheres daddy

he nodded

luna: angelo needs you but so does angel and this one does to fuck i need you cuz im fighting fucking urges right now

she broke down

luna: everything replaying in my mind the pain the betrayal .. i miss the bottle the drugs the not being able to fucking feel ..

he hugged her tight

raskel: don't talk like that you cant let that shit win babe .. i wont let shit win im sorry i fucked up i didn't mean to .. i love you your my world and im so fucking stupid your my wife you ain't my girl and i made you pack your things fuck ..

she didnt say a word he just hugged her ..