I think I love you.. {completed}

papers

luna: a girl babe .. i still cant believe it haha

raskel: i know the name will be an arguement forsure haha

luna: why? haha i like briana

raskel: i had an ex named briana no haha i like diana nicole

luna: yea no im glad we still have some time to decide haha

he laughed as he reached for hand and kissed it as he drove

raskel: how you feeling?

luna: complete but huh a guilty in a way

raskel: guilty? what do you mean?

she shook her head ..

luna: dont worry about it ok

raskel: if its bothering you you can tell me babe?

luna: its nothing to do with you your the reason i feel complete

raskel: then wheres the guilt coming from?

luna: seeing arthur with that pain .. made me think of damian its like if i never opened my mouth about anything he would still be here arthur would be ok his parents wouldve been ok to .. then i remember the conversations the plans he had what he wanted to do in life it all messes me up .. im thankful for you though i am and i love you with all my heart your my raskel but it hurts still

he nodded

luna: i know he wouldnt want me reflecting on it or feeling like this he wouldve been happy for me and angel .. you came along when i needed you

raskel: i understand and i love you ok .. and know he would want you happy cuz i know if shit went down i would want you happy still smiling for our kids ..

luna: you brought back that smile babe i would want it to only be you forever .. promise me youll always come home

raskel: i pinky promise just like angel does it haha

luna: with his tiny pinky hah a

they laughed .. they spent the night out together ..

the days went by tings had calmed down for them luna tried to find michelles parents but they had moved ..

raul: you know

luna: yea i do ok i do but i bought the plot next to sarahs

raul: wait? what? you found her?

luna: yea i looked deep threw the city records .. babygirl deseves to vidit her mama .. and they deserve to be together

raul:luna even after everything?

luna: yea thats the only way ill be at peace .. will i visit her i dont know but i wouldnt be able to live with myself if the city just dumped her off or something

raul: im proud of you even after all the heartbreak you still have that heart

luna: im not that nice haha but yea its mostly for amber

he nodded and hugged her

raul: so hows raskel? has he been good? haha

luna: shut up stupid haha but yea we're doing good angelos coming over this weekend he wants to meet you guys

raul: really? why? haha

luna: well dad he saw a picture of him that i have of him tattooing

raul: i wanna be that cool grandpa haha

luna: no dont let amber find out what you do dumbass

raul: im a pharmacist haha thats all

as they talked

chuey: can i talk to you alone?

raskel: uhh yea mijo take your things to your room we're gonna leave right now

he nodded and ran inside

raskel: sup?

chuey: rachel .. shes bed written now the energys gone we dont know how long itll be until she isnt talking

raskel: What? why are you barley telling me this? is angelo ok does he know?

chuey: he knows everything he knows shes going to heaven soon he was excited to come he missed you i couldnt keep him home but im sensing itll be soon

raskel: hes good here dont worry .. but we never talked about what happens after? with angelo? did she leave anything?

chuey: everything is here in these papers .. i know theyll make you angry just think of him ok

he took the papers

raskel: what are you trying to say?

chuey looked behind him

angelo: dad im ready!?

chuey: think of him ok ill call if anything

raskel: ok

chuey waved at angelo and left .. raskel grabbed the keys and they left

angelo: is lunas dad nice?

raskel: haha yea hes nice dont worry your part of the family mijo .. so about your mom?

angelo: i know dont worry grandpa thinks im dumb but mom told me what was happening .. im sad but i promised i would be strong and good

raskel: im proud of you .. you can talk to me if anything ok?

he nodded

angelo: will i still get to visit you after?

raskel: yea i aint going nowhere im still your dad

angelo: i know but grandpa doesnt like you and

raskel: angelo dont worry ill fight to see you your not going to loose me ok?

he nodded as they got there..

moreno: i finally get to meet my grandson whats up lil homie? haha im moreno

angelo: im angelo haha

moreno got down to his level and hugged him

raskel: you think you can show him some of your work he likes to draw too

moreno: hell yea come here i got some books done

angelo: cool

angelo went with moreno

luna: hey you

he turned and hugged her

luna: you ok? you seem off?

raskel: rachel .. she isnt um she isnt doing good and chuey gave me paperwork she had ready i guess .. for after

luna: did you read them?

raskel: no im nervous i couldnt read them infront of him

luna: nervous of what? itll be ok babe here read them now hes doing his thing i got you

raskel: no you read them you'll stay calm

luna: your overthinking it here let me see

they sat down.. she went threw them she got serious

raskel: i told you ..

luna: huh they get full cutody but you get monthly visits .. for his safety and schooling he can visit holidays and summers

he took the papers mad

luna: victor calm down ok

raskel: calm down?! i barely see him now? what! for his safety?!

luna: babe please ok

he stormed outside mad