arthur: what's wrong? tell me??
luna: i just never expected to live life without him like why me? why.. i cant take this pain arthur i cant .. i miss him so much too i miss his hugs his kisses his voice .. i miss his fucking laugh .. arthur i dont know i can do this..
he fought back his tears..
he pulled over and hugged her
arthur: i understand your pain i do .. but i know your strong and can push threw this move forward and be strong for him
luna: how you saying that if you feel the same way arthur..fuck i wish i could tell you to be strong but i cant even be strong
he sat back
arthur: i tell you all this so you can feel somewhat better than me i rather carry all the pain
she nodded
luna: well i aint gonna let you carry all the pain but i can promise ill be as strong as i can .. im here for you too art
he side smiled
luna: can we go drink now?
arthur: no you're going to eat you gotta stop with this binge drinking
she sighed
they went to eat but the smell of food made her sick
arthur: all the alcohol your poisoning yourself fool
luna: i know..
arthur: wanna smoke it might help your ass get the munchies?
luna: sure why not ..
they parked at a park and smoked in his car
luna: how your parents doing?
arthur: broken .. my moms been planning and making calls my dad hasnt really talked to me ..
luna: why?
arthur: cuz.. it's all my fault
luna: he said that?
he nodded and took a hit
luna; can we go over ?
arthur: for what?
luna: so i can defend you art and plus i have to pay my condolences ..
arthur: we can go but dont go crazy ok
luna: dont worry
they went over .. her nerves where killing her
maria: luna .. look at you
she side smiled and hugged her
luna: im sorry i havent come .. im im so broken
maria: i understand .. im broken also
luna: im sorry for everything i wish i couldve done more
his dad walked in
arthur: not now dad ok
peter: what she should know she could've done more for him
luna: what do you mean by that?
peter: you could've influenced him to get better to finish school to get out of the streets you guys were already attacked before
luna: you don't think i tried? are you serious right now?
arthur: dad shes been threw alot you cant
peter: im not blaming her this is your fault all of it is she couldve influenced him though
luna: arthur didnt do anything damian chose the street life ok .. even then its not the streets fault either because he wasnt doing anything the asshole that shot him did this he drove up next to us and ..
she wanted to breakdown
arthur: luna ..
luna: that asshole shot at the car with my baby brother in the car as well he pulled over he was bleeding and in pain but still put me first .. im sorry this happened i wish it was me that fucker wouldve hit i wish it was me that was dead! me!
arthur hugged her as she broke down ..
peter: im sorry luna ..
luna: no dont be .. but you cant blame him please dont .. hes the reason im still alive actually .. he got me out of my room today actually dragged me out .. so just please leave him alone and look for the monster that did this
his parents didnt know victor was dead..
peter: if they catch him hes long gone by now the system failed us .. but im glad arthurs helped and been there for you .. but .. but i cant help but think this could've been prevented
she nodded
luna: yea i understand
maria: luna
she turned to her
luna: yea?
maria: i .. i was going threw his room dont worry i haven't changed or moved a thing i swear but i found something that I know he wanted to give you ..
luna: what is it?
maria pulled out a small box her heart dropped
maria: i haven't opened it i was waiting to see you
she took it from her and sat down .. she opened the ring box
it was a diamond ring with there initials on it ..
she broke down crying ..
YOU ARE READING
I think I love you.. {completed}
RandomIt was the end of junior year summer was starting and they never thought this would be the summer that would change there friendship forever..