I think I love you.. {completed}

its over fuck off

arthur: naw look i didnt mean

luna: no i get what you're saying i do lets save the argument

Arthur: so what its over? like that? just like fucking that luna!

luna: i don't want it to be like this i love you but i have kids that need me fulltime i work to my life is already so fucking much and it isn't fair to you .. it isn't

Arthur: then its over after everything?

she looked down and sighed

luna: yea it is i love you i owe you the world but i don't have time for a relationship right now ok? I'm sorry

he stormed out.. she broke down crying .. she texted her dad to come over

moreno: get up luna come on cruzito go hug sister shes sad

he walked up to her and hugged her she laughed and hugged him

luna: haha your hugs always make me feel better i love you mi mocoso

she got up her dad hugged her

luna: I'm a shitty person

moreno: no you are a responsible single mom of 2 babygirl you did what you thought was right

luna: yea

moreno: pack up the kids come on ill help you with them at the house give you a break

luna: I'm fine dad ill be ok

moreno: i know you'll be ok but i wanna help you and i want my grandkids over so come on lets go

luna: ok haha

she got them ready and they left

the days went by and Arthur stayed gone but she didn't go looking for him ..

raul: you're kidding me that easy?

luna: what? haha

raul: he's the homie but that did it? a responsible female? really?

luna: shut up haha i just didn't have time i work have the kids he deserves better he helped a lot and did a lot for us but .. it happens

raul: yea i get you maybe you need to date an inmate

luna: oo yea just what i need someone else to take care of

raul: naw haha i mean someone to write to and to be a friend with someone that ain't from the neighborhood

luna: i don't know ok but thanks for trying to cheer me up dork

he nodded

raul: can i ask you something

luna: anything whats up?

raul: how did you move on after losing damian?

she sighed

luna: i never moved on .. yea i dated art but my love for damian was different .. i just went to his grave and told him everything .. i was alone i needed someone but no matter what happened he would always have a part of my heart cuz the other half is my sons .. but just give it time it'll be ok i promise

raul: i guess when i get out ill be easier to heal cuz being in here don't help shit .. but having you come around helps thanks babygirl

luna: family is forever even if you annoy the shit outta me haha i love you

raul: love you too haha

as bad as she wanted Arthur back she was ok being on her own with her lil ones .. weeks went by she had dropped off his things at his door without saying anything .. she let it all be

moreno- you almost home? I'm getting cruzito from daycare and picking up some dinner wanna come over?

luna- yea let me change them real quick and we'll go over

she ended the call as she drove up to her parking spot .. Arthur was waiting outside

luna: hey?

Arthur: i came over to talk and see if we could work things threw but i saw you moved on already

luna: moved on? what are you talking about? haha

Arthur: i got your mail as the lady passed by i didn't know you where writing to someone that's locked up?

she took the mail away from him and saw the letter ..

luna: leave

Arthur: naw whos that? haw? how can you just move on like nothing ever happened? are you really trying to fuck up angel?

she got mad

luna: you can talk shit about me all you want but you keep my son out of this you hear me! my personal life doesn't affect him and it never will! so shut the fuck up! this is a homie a homie that has time to talk and get to know me that respects I'm a mother first! fuck you bye!

she got back in her car and left .. she stopped at a gas station to calm down she opened the letter

luna ..

let me start off by saying you have a beautiful name babygirl .. my names victor but they call me raskel your brother told me you needed a homie to talk to .. I'm doing a year for bullshit charges haha but ill be home sooner maybe but um i hope we can get to know each other and i know you have kids so no rush or nothing like that beautiful .. I'm sending you a picture so you wont waste your time haha .. hope to hear from you stay safe and keep your head up Chula

- raskel

she looked at his picture .. she shook her head and went to her dads