Is this the end?

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I called my girls and told them what had just happened to me and they carpooled with Devin until they arrived at my house. They were appalled that Derrick didn't even let me explain. They were just as shocked as I was. 

All day. I spent ALL DAY trying to contact Derrick. Needless to say, he ignored the fuck out of me. I don't know if I can handle another heartbreak...

When Monday rolled around, I tried to find him but it seemed like he avoided me every way I went. When I finally saw him, I saw him talkinng to this girl named Keri. Keri was beautiful. She was on the gymantics team and she was a dancer. So, her body was absoultely fire.

I turned the corner trying to fight back the tears when I bumped into someone. 

"Hey, whats' wrong?" Greg asked. 

"Nothing." I lied.

"Don't even give me that, c'mon how about you tell me, in the car. Oh, by the way, can I have a ride?" He asked grinning.

I couldn't help but laugh because he's so goofy. I nodded my head and we proceeded to my car. When we got to the car I told him what happened and how somebody set me up.

"Wow." he said, "and Derrick still didn't believe you?" I shook my head no and said "People have been trying to tell him, but since it's my closest freinds he just think they're covering for me." 

"You see, whoever did the video did a good fucking job. Because when I realized it wasn't Derrick I started kiking and screaming but they did some voice-over shit, so you couldn't hear what I was saying. Then, the edited the part of me defending myself out so it looked like I knew what I was doing." 

"I think it's over for good. He won't talk to me. He won't look at me and he's already talking to this new girl, who's 3 times pretttier than me." I said pulling up to his driveway and then I started to cry. 

"Keri? You think Keri is prettier than you? Emerald. You are beautiful and if Derrick won't even hear you out and talk to you then he's a shitty persoon and you shouldn't be with someone like that anyway."  Greg said stepping out the car. 

"By the way. I'd pick you over her anyday."  Greg said as he shot me a smile and walked ito his house. I spent the ride back home gushing over what he had just said..

1 MONTH LATER 

So, it's been one month since me and Derrick broke up and no, we aren't together again. We haven't talked since I sa him talking to Keri. Later that week we got out for winter break. That school is so weird. Who gets a whole month out? Whatever I'm not complaining. 

After the breakup, I wasn't going to lose myself in man again. So, I did something that I had been wanting to do for a while. Workout. That's right. Your girl Emmy has now dropped almost 25 pounds and I feel great. My parent s are worried though because they feel like I'm losing to much to fast and they think I'm either 

A..) not eating enough 

B.) Not eating at all.

C.) Eating and throwing back up.

And i can honestly say, I'm not doing any of that. I eat abbout 1200-1400 calories a day. But I workout 3 times a day. Every morning I do some cardio in my room. Every aftermoon I take Clover out for her afternoon walk, which is now a jog/sprint, and at Night I take Zumba classes. 

In all reality, I'm just over working myself. Which isn't good either but i'll be fine. 

It's now 1:00 so it's time for Clover's walk. I put on my sports bra and spandax yoga pants. I walked outside and saw something I really didn't want to.

Evan, Greg, Derrick, and some other guy were outside playing basketball. I saw Derrick before he saw me so I just put clover on her leash, slapped my headphones in my ears and went on my run. As I ran pass Derrick all I could feel was hiss eyes on me, I didn't acknowledge him though. I was finally starting to get over him and I'm not going to make myself sad anymore.

END OF POV

DERRICK POV

Man, I watched Emerald ruun pass me and I just didn't know what to say. She  looked so good. I can tell she's lost weight and I saw the it went to her butt. I do miss her. But I was just so mad. Maybe I should have let her explain. I forgot how stubborn she is. She's going to try to make things right but she isn't going to try for long. Then she'll stop and play the silence game with me.

And from what Evan told me, she's very good at it. Okay. I've made my mind up. I'm going to talk to her when she gets back.

45 MINUTES LATER 

I heard Clover barking. So, I knew she was close. When she stepped back into her yard, I was getting ready to go to her when I saw Greg already over there. He was talking to her something about how sweaty she is. Next thing I know they're hugging. Emerald was bear hugging Greg because he was mocking her about her sweat. I felt my blood boiling nd a knot forming in the back of my throat. I knew Greg was after my girl.

I could see it from the beginnning. If that's what she wants fine. Because know I've got Keri.

END OF POV

Emerald POV

I've been spending alot of time with Greg. He's just so funny and easy going. Not to mention cute, but I wouldn't rush into anyting. Becase my breakup is so fresh.. It's going to be a few months before I start dating again. Derrick did look good though, but I'm not talking to him. Emerald Plumeria Davis chases no fucking man.

Ever. 

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