No boundaries in Love (BWWM) // PAUSED!!!

The Party

I realized I never put up a picture of Madison (left) and Danielle (right). 

So here they are! Comment there is another character that I did not post a picture of.

EMERALD POV

As I watched my family walk out and get into their car, all I could think about is how I was gone fuck it up this weekend. I have ALWAYS been the responsible one. I never have any fun. Well, that shit is going to change right now. I'm throwing a pre-prom party. 

I grabbed my phone and ran upstairs, I walked to Evan's room where I heard giggling. I knocked and it came to a hault. So, I just walked in

"HEY WHAT THE FUCK!" Evan yelled at me as he scrambled to put the sheet around his half naked body. gross. 

I laughed and greeted Tisha. 

"Hey Emerald." she said as she peaked her eyes over the sheets.

Smh these two.

"Evan, I have a question. How would you like to host a Pre-prom party this weekend." I proudly said. 

"What type of world do we live in, where YOU want to throw a party." Evan questioned. "but, you already know I'm fucking down."

"Great" I said. "Spread the word" 

I then shut his door and made my way to my room where I video called the girls. 

Marble and Marilyn were working on a project and already know that Devin and Amethyst were joint at the hip.

 "You're throwing a party?!" They all exclaimed. 

"Yes ma'am I am" I responded. "It's a Pre-Prom party so bring your dates and spread the word."

"Are you going to tell Derrick? I know y'all are beefing again." Marble asked

 "Yeah, I'm going to tell him. He's going to be the last person I tell, but he'll find out. " I snarkily said "speak of the devil. Hey guys I have to go, Derrick's calling."

"Byeee"  They said in unison.

"Hello"

"Hey. Emerald, can we talk? I'm outside." Derrick said

Oh lord, I felt my heart drop. Those three words get me everytime. "Yeah, I'm coming"

I walked outside and saw him standing on my porch, the look on his face just told me something was going to go down.

"What's up" I asked trying to hide the fear in my voice

He took a long sigh and then looked at me. "I love you Emerald. I really do, but I know you're hiding something from me. I can't push you and Greg out my mind and how it ended so abruptly. So it's nothing but you refuse to tell why what's really going on."

I felt a knot forming in my throat 

He cupped my face and proceeded, "I'm not going to break up with you, but I do feel that we need some time apart."

He looked into my eyes but I turned away fighting back the tears. I pushed his hands away and walked into my house. 

I walked up the stairs and into my room. Clover already knew what was up and came to cuddle me. If there's someone who always there for me it's her.

I love Derrick. But to tell him about Greg's disorder is out of line. I wouldn't want the person I confided into to tell people about my eating disorder and self-harm.

When the time is right, the truth will come out. I mean I understand that he's jealous. Because I wouldn't want him to be friends with someone who had feelings for him. Let alone his ex. But Greg needs a friend right now. I can't go three months without him talking to me though.