No boundaries in Love (BWWM) // PAUSED!!!

The day everything changed.

WARNING: THIS CHAPTER DOES HAVE A SEX SCENE.

Emerald POV

Here I am. I'm here kissing the guy of my dreams. It feels like it's been forever since our lips have been entwined. I've longed for this. The moment where I could say that I have my boy back.

The makeout session was hot, but passionate. We were communicating with our tongues. Swear it felt like Morse Code in my mouth. I was about to pounce on him. Like a cheetah on a antelope. When he broke the kiss.

"Hold on Ems, I have to say this" he began. "You told me to end it with Keri but what about you and Greg. How do I know it really finished?" I looked at him. Trying to figure out how to tell him that me and Greg where never going to happen, without slipping up and revealing his secret.

"Baby, I can assure you that me and Greg are done." I answer him while i cup his face. "It's not like I don't trust you Emerald, because I do! I trust you with my life. But.. I question him. How does he know that what you guys had isn't going to happen again?" He questioned me as stared me down with those gorgeous blue/green eyes.

"I know because, the day that I went to him getting ready to end it. He ended it with me. We just figured that we where using each other to fill a void in ourselves. Me and him are nothing but friend Der, and I mean that." After that there was a moment of silence. I could see in his eyes that something wasn't sitting right. For right now, It's going to have to be like that. I refuse to tell him that Greg is gay. Derrick isn't homophobic or anything. I remember him telling me how is favorite uncle just got married. But, it's not my place to tell.

"So, let me get this straight." he started to say. "I have to cut off all ties with Keri, a girl I was friends with for years, but you can continue to talk to Greg."

"Derrick don't do that..." I said.

"No, Emerald. It's not right. You and I both know that there's more to the story than your telling me. What is it? Greg rejected you, so you pick me by default?" Derrick asked.

"No, that's not what it is." I stated to him. His eyes looked like it was full of rage and worry.

"THEN WHAT IS IT!" He yelled.

"LOOK HERE DERRICK MARCEL HESTER, I'LL BE DAMMED IF I SIT IN HERE AND HAVE YOU ATTEMPT TO MAKE A LIAR OUT OF ME. I TOLD YOU WHAT WAS UP WITH HE AND ME BUT YOU TO FUCKING INSECURE TO LISTEN. THERE IS NOTHING GOING ON BETWEEN ME AND GREG. HE IS GOING THROUGH A LOT RIGHT AND I AM THE ONLY FRIEND THAT HE HAS. HE NEEDS SOMEONE TO TALK TO AND I'M GOING TO BE THERE FOR HIM. Now I'm going to give you 30 seconds to make up your mind. Either you trust me and what I'm saying to you or we can resume this break up right where it left off. Your time starts now." Derrick just stood there. Looking confused and turned on.

"Damn baby, I ain't never seen this side of you." He seductively said while walking over to me. "Look baby , I'm sorry. You're just so fucking perfect." he said as he began to tug at my shirt. "I know that you think 'Who would want you' but I'm telling you who wouldn't want you?" By the end of that sentence I was in my bra. He then got real close to my face, his heartbeat was rhythmic to mines. Next thing I know he starts to kiss me on my neck. I start to melt immediately. Damn, I can never stay mad at this boy.