dreams ; billie eilish [ on pause]

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chloe pov

i'm in the living room laying in the couch while watching a random movie i found.

suddenly my phone vibrates against me and i grab it seeing billie texted me.

billie 🩷

i'm on the way

huh?

what i said haven't changed

what why

u fucking some bitch or sum?

no
wtf😭😭😭

i'm jk
but yeah unlock the door
i'm one street away

i pause the movie and turn off the tv before i stand up heading to the front door. i unlock the door and open it and i see billie pulling up in my driveway.

she gets out the car with a bouquet of flowers in her hand with a bag. i couldn't help but smile at her short ass.

"hi baby" she say before standing on her tippy toes to kiss me

"hi" i smile

"i got these for you" she holds out the flowers

"thank you. they're so pretty" i say  as we walk inside the house

she sits the bag on the counter and tells me to look inside it.

i lay the flowers down and open the bag to see she got my favorite snacks and then i see a card.

i look up at her raising my eyebrow. "just open it" she say

i pull the card out the envelope that had the writing 'To My Girlfriend" on it. the front of the card just had a sunset on it so i open the card and it was writing inside.

she wrote an apology and how she felt bad about making me upset. i've had so many meaningless apologies from people that this really hit me somewhere so im over here crying.

also it's the fact that i wasn't even upset for real, of course i was upset when i first heard about it but when i had an energy shift on call it wasn't even about her.

my period is on the way.

"are you okay, what's wrong?"

"i wasn't upset with you" i say "but i really appreciate this" i hug her tightly

she hugs me back. "you deserve it. i was wrong for what i did and i acknowledge that" she say

"let's go to my room" i say pulling away from the hug

we head to my room and i close the door behind us. she takes off her shoes and i lay down on my bed.

she gets on top of me and i wrap my legs around her trapping her. "i missed you" she sighs

"i missed you."

"how did it go?"

"it went good. she has already sent me different roles for stuff already." i say

"any you interested in?"

"i'm interested in stranger things. that role is something simple it's one scene and i have a few lines with the character robin" i say

"that's sounds so cool" she say

zoe pov

i posted on instagram today but my comments were full about billie. billie this, billie that. i'm more than her...or was friend.

i'm shocked when i see a text from drew.

drew

hi zoe

hi?

i wanted to text u cause we never talked after what happened but i was actually liking u and you were in love with her the entire time. that's so weird of you. you led me on. i got no text, no apology or anything.

drew, i'm so sorry for what i did. i like you. it's just i love billie,not you. i'm so sorry and i feel so fucking shitty for this. i never wanted our friend group to explode like this. i lost both of you and it sucks really bad. you two are my favorite people ever. if i could i would take back everything i ever did and kept this to myself.

no i'm glad u said something. i would've fallen in love with u while u weren't in love with me.

i'm sorry drew

yea okay

can we at least stay friends? come over?

nah
i can't do that to billie. i would be betraying her by staying friends with someone she's not friends with.

just come over please
one last time

if i do end up coming i'm coming at 1am

okay

so i waited and waited till 1am for drew to arrive. i look at my phone staring at the time until suddenly at 1:32am i hear a knock on my apartment door.

i stand up and open the door and she walks in without saying anything and grab my hand. she drags me to my room and she presses her lips against mine aggressively.

i kiss back and her hand pulls off my shirt and i let up my arms so it can slide off with ease.

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"so what does this mean?" i ask her as i lay with my legs across her body

"it means...nothing" she say

"what?" i say in confusion. how can we have sex and her say it means nothing.

"i mean it means nothing. this was our goodbye." she say before pushing my legs off her.

"are you serious? i mean nothing to you?"

"zoe, we can't be friends. we can't date anymore. it's just over and that's something you inflicted" she say putting her clothes back on

"but..."

"but nothing. i'm leaving" she say grabbing her phone and keys

i watch as she leaves out my room and i groan frustrated.

a/n: i don't like this chapter or the drama happening so....