Murder of Order

Chapter 44

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Sa sobrang takot ay mabilis kong iniluwa lahat ng laman ni Alex na nasa bibig ko.

My knees and shoulders immediately felt weak as I scanned at his flesh that I had just thrown out from my mouth.

I looked at my hands covered in blood for a while before I slumped kneeling on the floor. Hindi ako makapaniwala sa nagawa ko. I did wanted to kill him but I never planned of biting him to death.

Anong pumasok sa isip ko at ginawa ko iyon?

I heard Alex began gurgling and coughing on his blood so I slowly stood up and looked at him who is still trying his best to cover up his neck.

Nanlalaki ang mata nitong nakatingin sa akin. Tila gusto nitong magsalita ngunit hindi nito magawa dahil sa hirap itong huminga. The moment I saw his shocked expression, I seem to have instantly gain back all of my energy that I was able to sweetly smile at him.

I thought of bawling earlier because of fear from what I have done but I feel like laughing right now as I look at Alex's situation.

Nagsimula akong tumawa ngunit kasabay naman ng pagtawa ko ang isa-isang pagpatak ng hindi ko makontrol na mga luha.

And then I saw Alex's tears starts to also fall out from his eyes which instantly made me stop laughing.

He stared at me the way he used to stare at me before and that ironically made me cry even harder.

How dare he use that innocent and piteous face on me again?

I hate it. He always use that face whenever he is on a difficult situation and it always makes me feel like I am a bad person.

I'm literally gonna be the dumbest person ever if I would still be swayed with this trick of his.

"You made me do this Alex. This would have never happened if you didn't do everything you have done to me." I bawled, my tears pouring down on him.

His tears continued dripping from his eyes as blood flows out of his neck after every attempt he does to reach my hand.

"I never wanted to be this evil but you pushed me to become like you!" Muling sambit ko habang patuloy pa rin na umiiyak. Naramdaman kong dumampi ang kamay ni Alex sa daliri ko dahilan para mapatingin ako dito. He wanted to hold my hand but he's already too weak to do so.

I first wanted to feed him to the zombies as revenge but his situation right now looks way better than that plan.

I almost fed on him, he's never gonna get an ending any worst than that.

Muli kong ibinalik ang tingin sa mukha nito bago ako ngumiti ulit.

"I'm infected Alex." I said before I turn around and lifted my shirt to show him my back.

Nang hinarap ko ito ay sumalubong sa akin ang pinaghalong gulat at takot nitong itsura.

This may sound petty but I have really been waiting to see that look on his face. Now that he has seen it, he must be already regretting that he fucked me.