if you don't like toxic relationships, then skip this relationship.
                              i personally don't like them in real life but usually it's kinda hot in the movies
                              i seriously do not mean to offend any one, i know how serious things like this can be
                              enjoy reading this~ 
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2am
                              you hear the bedroom doorknob shuffle and you sat up, jaehyun walks in with a tuxedo and smiled at you
                              " geez i thought you were a thief " you clutched your heart
                              " why? didn't i steal your heart babe? " he drops his heavy backpack and walked over to you
                              you smiled looking up at him, he looked so good in tuxedos with his hair perfectly parted
                              he lifted your chin and kissed you softly, smiling at you afterwards
                              he then sat beside you and pulled you onto his lap, hugging your waist
                              " i missed you " he smuggles into your chest
                              you were wearing your panties and his white shirt that looked big on you
                              it was a little see through, but it was so comfortable without a bra
                              " where were you? " you ask worriedly
                              " i had a meeting about some nct2020 stuff " he tells you
                              " really? " you ask
                              he nodded and carressed your butt, wanting another kiss
                              you leaned closer to him, about to give him a kiss.. but you notice something red from the corner of your eye
                              you looked it's way and found a bright red kiss mark covered by his collar
                              " what the- " you flip open his collar to inspect more
                              a girl's lipstick mark...
                              you looked at him in disbelief and stood up
                              " babe, it was jungwoo he was goofing off " he said
                              " goofing off?? at a time like this? " you ask, running your hand through your hair frustratingly 
                              jaehyun looked at you pacing back and forth and panicking
                              " so what? i went to a club or two, i deserve some time off okay? i'm stressed " he says
                              " yea but you don't release stress by letting other girls kiss you jaehyun!!! " you tell him
                              he then stood up, walking over to you
                              " c'mon, babe. i know my mistakes, i won't do that anymore " he holds your hand
                              " what?! you just cheated on you, you bitch! " you push his chest
                              you then walked into the bathroom, jaehyun following closely behind
                              " y/n c'mon! i didn't kiss her! " he explains
                              " you LET her kiss you! you didn't even bother wiping it off you asshole " you took off his shirt and wore a hoodie
                              " y/n.. c'mon don't leave. it's dangerous " he tells you
                              " you're a mess jaehyun " you grabbed your bag and pushed him away, walking outside to grab more of your things
                              " y/n you're not leaving now. " jaehyun grabbed your hand
                              " really? why is that? " you ask him
                              " it's 2am are you crazy?! and SHE kissed ME! " he tells you again
                              " so what ?! how can i trust you?! " you ask him
                              jaehyun sighs, he watched as you grabbed all your jewellery and makeup from his desk
                              he knew he had to do something about it, he had to..
                              he then grabbed your arm harshly, turning you around and kissing you forcefully
                              you try to stop him but he kept kissing you, persuading you with actions instead of words
                              your arms eventually stopped struggling and you melt into his charms again
                              " baby don't leave me, i'm begging you " he tells you
                              you looked at him.. maybe he does need you..
                              a lonely man and a lonely woman, destined to meet in their imperfect relationship 
                              you looked at him again and he looked more desperate
                              you reached in and kissed him, persuading your heart since it wasn't listening
                              he smiled into the kiss, reaching up your hoodie and pulling you closer
                              he took off his clothes, leaving him only in his boxers and you only in your underwear 
                              he brought you to the bed and turned off the lights, sitting you on his lap while you both kiss and make up lovingly
                              truthfully... you needed him too.. 
                              you needed so much emotional support from him, hugs and kisses when you felt down.. 
                              you didn't think another man could make you feel that way..
                              " i love you jaehyun "
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  