5am
you woke up and got ready for practice
you put on a black hoodie with the hood on, wearing a tank top inside incase it gets hot
you were one of sm's trainee, training for debut like life's gonna end
you went to sm's cafeteria and got coffee, you shivered since the sun wasn't out yet.. it was very cold
you sipped on the iced coffee you bought.. even though it was better to have a hot drink, you drank it anyways
if jaehyun was here he'd get you the hot one, but he wasn't.. so you got the iced one
you turned to the door about to leave and met eyes with him... along with a girl around his arm
" oh y/n hi! let's go to the dance room together, i'm heading there " she smiled
you looked at jaehyun and then at her, you faked a slight smile and stood at the side to wait for her
jaehyun had bitterness whenever you two were together, lowering his eyes since he was in guilt
you both dated secretly and no one knew, even until your breakup no one knew about it
late night trips to the arcade, or even scary movie nights together
but he found someone new to date and this time he chose to not date secretly
he chose your roomate who now occasionally spends her nights at his dorm
you feel like the relationship between him and you was just a figure of your imagination, like nothing ever happened
" what should i drink jae? " she asks with bright eyes
you waited at the side for her, just standing..
" something hot " he smiles
you felt goosebumps and you wanted to cry, he used to tell you the same line every morning
" y/n why'd you get the iced one? it's freezing " she says
jaehyun looked at his girlfriend and gave her his hoodie to wear
" don't dirty it " he says
you put on your airpods and played songs to drown your emotions
" i'll be there soon y/n~ " she wears the hoodie
you nodded slightly
it wasn't her fault.. jaehyun probably didn't tell her and you definitely don't wanna tell her
she finally got her coffee and jaehyun walks the other way
she hooked her arm around yours and smiled at you
" we're matchy! " she smiles
you looked at your hoodie and realized it was the one you and jaehyun bought together
" it's the exact same one?! " she laughs
" i guess so " you smiled at her
" let's go~ " she cooes
you walked with her to the practice room
~~
3pm
you laid on the ground with the hoodie thrown into the corner of the room
you had your arm over your eyes, and you were trying to not cry
the scenes from this morning were replaying again..
you wanted to hit your head and forget about him
" yoyo yo "
you gasped and sat up immediately
" sorry, did i scare you? " mark laughs
you sighed, smiling at your friend
he sat down infront of you and gave you a small pack of gummy bears
" i know jaehyun hyung don't give these to you anymore when you feel sad so i'll be the person to give you these now " he smiles
you smiled at him and hugged your knees, staring at the gummy bears at the ground
" ...does it hurt? " he asks you
" what " you ask
" getting your heart broken? " he asks and laughed
" hurts like a bitchh " you laughed
he smiled and ruffled your hair
" don't worry, you have your canada boy markie " he cheers you up
you couldn't help but put your head down to cry
you sniffled and wiped your tears, seeing him hold hands with a new girl he loved more hurt more than a thousand knives
mark sighed, he sat beside you and hugged you
you hugged him back and cried in his shoulders
even though he was younger than you for a few months, you feel like he was the older one
he can't just tell you not to be sad, or tell you not to cry.. emotions just don't work like that
instead, he was there to listen
" what an ass " you sniffled and pulled away
he smiled and wiped away your tears
" you can talk shit about him, i'm not a loud mouth " he says
" jung jaehyun's a FUCKING DICK " you yelled
mark laughed and chewed on the gummy bears
" do you have anymore schedules? " he asked
you shook your head
" let's go out and play " he stood up
you looked at him and scoffed
" alright let's go " you stood up
you walked with him out of the building and jaehyun saw the two of you speeding past him
he glared at mark but walked inside the building anyways
" what's first? " you ask
" ooh! let's go eat " he says
" eat? " you ask
he nodded and hailed a cab, bringing you somewhere
~~
8pm
" marshmelloww!!! " you gasped
" want one? " mark asked
you nodded and mark buys you one
you chewed on one and the marshmellow got all over your lips
mark laughed at you and you both kept walking down gangnam
you were both having street food as dinner, the best night ever
" are you all better? " mark asks
you smiled and nodded, hugging him as a thank you
he blushed behind you, you still had no clue he has a crush on you
