Merder : the full story

Elevator

Set 2x08 ... I know the last chapter was before Mer finds out about Addison, I am just writing on Merder scenes. This scene remains the same as in the actual show but more imagined and extended... enjoy :))

Merediths POV

The elevator door opens, I have my right arm outstretched, leaning on the wall. I look up as the door opens and see Derek. Of course.

He leans against the wall, our eyes meet for a short moment. I walk in and face away from him.

Suddenly past memories flood my brain. From meeting him in the bar, to sex in his car, to watching the ferry boats at sunrise and having sex on the dock. My mind is full and suddenly I blurt out 'I miss you'

I regretted it the second it came out of my mouth. I don't feel any movement. My eyes slightly become teary and I want nothing more than the doors to open and to leave. Then suddenly I feel him right behind me, his chest resting on my back.

Dereks POV

I slightly bend down to smell her hair. God how I've missed that hair. My breath causes her to shudder and slightly shrug her shoulders upwards.

I lean past her and hit the emergency stop button.

I can feel she's about to speak and I begin sucking on her neck, softly.

'Mmm' she moans softly.

She turns her neck and meets my lips. I hold her jaw and my fingers rest on her neck.

Her tongue enters my mouth straight away and I moan in response. Our tongues duel and twist down her throat.

'Meredith, I-I' I begin

She looks at me and kisses me softly

'Yes Derek?'

I can't look away from her beautiful green eyes. I begin reciting all of our times together, the screaming orgasms in the trailer, her squeaky bed in which her roommates hate. I can't not touch her right now. I miss her skin so much.

'I- I want to touch you' I say, terrified of the response I will receive.

Merediths POV

I can't believe those words came out of his mouth. I don't even know what to say. I look at him, feeling a puddle form in my panties, and try to think of a reasonable response.

'Meredith, what do you want' he says softly as he kisses my neck roughly, leaving marks up the right side of my neck.

'I-I want you to... touch me.' I say, gulping in between. He wastes no time. My back is facing him, he takes his hand and stops at the waistband of my scrubs. I shiver slightly in anticipation

He moves his hand under my pants and lightly strokes my panty covered pussy.

'Oh' I say as his finger lightly presses on my clit.

'I forgot how wet you get Mer' he says before attacking my neck.

His fingers slide under my panties and he rubs circles on my clit with his index and middle finger.

'Oh Fu-' I start before he claims my lips with his. I melt under his touch and involuntarily grasp onto my left breast.

'Let me' he whispers as he lifts my scrub top over my bra and lifts my bra up. He begins kneading my breast as his middle finger moves down towards my opening. Suddenly, he plunges two fingers inside of me.

'Oh fuck Der' I say as I begin moving my hips with his hand. He sucks on my neck and picks up the pace, adding a third finger in

'Fuck Mer, you're so sexy when you moan like that' he says against my ear before lightly biting it.

'Ohhh mmm Derek I'm Cl-Close' I spit out.

He goes faster than he ever has before and I scream. He takes his hand from my breast and moves it to join his other hand, he rubs circles on my clit with one hand and finger fucks me with the other

'Oh Fuck, Oh God, Oh god' I chant as my walls clench his fingers

'Fuck Derek, I'm cumming' I say as I release on his fingers.

He kisses my neck again, bringing one hand to my breasts and the other slowly massages my clit as I come down from my high.

He removes his hand form my pants, pulls my top and bra down and sucks on his fingers.

'Mm' he replies

Dereks POV

I've been wanting to do that for what seems like forever. As I am sucking her juices off my fingers, it hits me. I'm a married man. I have responsibilities. Fuck how could I do this.

Meredith begins rubbing my erection that is making a tent in my pants. I can't let her do this. I've done enough to hurt Addy, this will kill Mer but I can't do this to her, I'm still married.

'Mm Mer, I-I can't' I say abruptly

She turns to face me as I brush a hair strand off her face quickly and press the start button of the elevator.

I look at her lips and just before the door opens I see her tear filled eyes. The second the door opens I leave and I feel sick.

I run to an empty on call room and sob. I can't believe I did that. I've lost her forever.