16. Evelyn: Dearest James

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My dearest James, I had fallen in love with you.

And to you it was unknown-

That it was never my intention,

To kill two birds with one stone.


The kindness in your heart,

The goodness in your soul.

I knew it would crush you,

But we both knew I had to go.


Soon it would all be a distant memory,

Just an ache in your big little heart.

"I couldn't go on without you,

And just have a brand new start".


You had said one day:

"We have time, probably not enough of it, but still some."

But how could I even try to prepare you,

For what was soon to come.


I was an outcast-

And I didn't belong in this beautiful world.

Although I wish I could stay with you,

And be swirled and whirled and twirled.


My dearest James, I thought that you would say:

"Evelyn, if your name was death, 

I would still fall deeply in love with you.

Because even though you are now gone,

You should've taken me too."

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