Harry/Hayley [Larry,Zarry,Narry] (boyxboy)

chapter 41-I love Louis..

This chapter is telling the things in 39th and 40th chapter but in Harry's POV. So it is a bit longer than usual. 2 chapters in 1 type of chapter.. Enjoy xx 

I won't be able to update till Monday. So see u on Monday guys. Things will get excited xx

Harry's POV

After I saw Liam in all bloody clothes, I just went mad.. He was like a brother to me.. He didn't deserved that shit.. I was so angry.. I just stormed out.. It was a breaktime.. I wanna find that asshole!! I couldn't see him, and then Louis came..

Of all times, he chose that moment to ask me about being official. I thought...What the heck? I didn't wanna think about his deeeeeppp love to Hayley.. Maybe I was being jealous of non-existent girl.. I didn't even know.. And his asking me about being official was definitely not a good thing for Harry.. aka. the real me.. Agghhh...

I thought.. 'not now Louis, just go away..', and he blurted out and said "I want things between us to be official.. Hayley, Will you be my girlfriend?" He had a wide smile..on his face. But I was not in a good mood. I didn't wanna deal with this at that moment.. I had to find Zayn and end Liam's misery.. I owned him that..

"NOO Louis.. I won't" I said.. I couldn't see Zayn, Louis wasn't leaving myside, Aghh.. I had to get away from this hell.. soon.. so, I just turned my back to Louis and started to walk to the exit door of the school yard.. 

This wasn't going as I planned.. I thought..I could talk to Louis in private and explained him that I was Harry,not Hayley. Why did this? and such.. in a calm voice. Only him.. Then I would find someway to tell the whole school etc. 

But..Louis started to followed me and yell after me.. Everybody started to look at us.. "But why?", "I thought.. that u like me..as well.." ,"Hayley?" "Hayley?" "Hayleyyyy?" he was saying to me.. The anger was boiling inside me.. I wanted to punch him there and there... I thought.."WHATTT NOW? WHATT??!! JUST F.CK OFF LOUIS!"

and at that moment, he pulled me from my wrist and turned me around.... and I snapped..."ENNNOOOUUUUGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!"  I yelled in my "HARRY VOICE"..

OH GODDDDDDDDDD !! I DIDN'T DO THAT, DID I? Even I was shocked to myself.. I couldn't take it anymore. I didn't wanna think about how I would explain this to the whole school.. I didn't wanna tell people in groups anymore.. It was like band-aid.. I had to pull it in one single move,I guess..

Everybody was shocked, they all looked with wide eyes and mouths.. directly to me.. There was no turning back at this point, so I continued.. "I'M NOT HAYLEYYY!!!! I'M HARRY!!!".......

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Louis was looking at me with confused and shocked expression on his face.. In normal circumstances I could just laugh so hard right now.. His expression was priceless.. But.. I came to my senses so quickly.. I took that damn wig and earrings off.. Finally I was getting rid of them.. I opened his hands and put them in it..and "I'M DONE!" I said.

I didn't know what got into me but.. I became so brave or maybe we could call that being an idiot.. I started to yell and started to defend myself.. be man up.. Everybody started to make a circle by now and looking at me with questioning eyes.. So I talked.. 

"I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU GONNA DO TO ME ANYMORE! I'M NOT SCARED OF YOU ANYMORE! AND I WON'T ACT LIKE I'M A GIRL ANYMORE!" I said, I was looking directly to Louis.. I really didn't care about broken bones or bruises anymore..

At that moment I saw ZAYN!!!! The anger started to boil inside me again.."YOU ARE A MONSTER ZAYN! STOP BEATING MY BEST FRIEND! LEARNED IT TODAY THAT YOU WERE LOOKING FOR ME!!!!! I AM HERE, IF YOU WANNA BEAT ME UP, BEAT ME UP! YOU ALL ACT DIFFERENTLY TO EVERYBODY AROUND.. BUT I SAW INSIDE OF YOU! YOU ALL ACT!!! NOT SCARED OF YOU ANYMORE!!!!! SO YEAHHH ENOOOUUUGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!" I said.. and hit Zayn's chest..