Harry/Hayley [Larry,Zarry,Narry] (boyxboy)

chapter 8 - Turning back

Harry's POV

I met with Michael and Leen again and again later. We went shopping with Leen and she helped me with the clothes that I should wear. She said I should usually prefer baggily clothes, so people can't totally see my body shape and understand if I am a guy or not.

She told me to use lipstick and a little eye shadow. That were enough. We bought a lipstick, an eye shadow and nail polishes to me with Leen. I don't have to use all other stuff. I hate that powder thing, it feels like there is a mug in my face and that eye liner aghh it always make my eyes watery and you have to clean it.. oh God.. I feel sorry about girls, they shouldn't have to do all those things, they are already pretty, without these bullshits..

I said OK to this being girl thing for a year but I don't wanna learn all the details about being girl. Leen tought me about cloth combinations that all girls do. If you wear striped, spotted or checked cloth to your upper body, then you should wear plain cloth to the bottom or the opposite.

Leen also said that I should sometimes wear skirt as well and when I do that, I should wear thick black socks so noone can see my legs totally.. She was talking about the hair on my legs..Oh jesus..

Leen said because I will be a girl, girls will talk to me a lot, so I should know about girly stuff as well. "The girls have a period in every month, they-" Leen said. "Oh Jesus, stop it. I don't wanna learn that" I said with a whine. "Yeah. Stop it. We are boys, not girls. He will just pretend. He is not a girl Leen." Michael agreed.

"What if a girl ask you how many days your period is?What will you gonna say?" Leen said. "I..I don't know. 3?" I said. "5?" Michael said. Jesusssssss!!!!! "Generally 6- 7 days, you are close Mike" Leen said. "But why a girl ask me that huh? They won't.." I said. "Yeah. They won't ask that probably, you are right. I am just nervous,ok?"Leen said.

"And I thought about it. I have a friend Diana and Liam. I could tell them everything and just be friends with them.They could cover my back" I said.

"Ok. Good. Diana can save you in that case. I guess. But if you have any question. I am right here. Don't forget that Haz." Leen said. We already added each other from Hayley's facebook account and took our phone numbers.

I will be back in a few days to my home town. So I was nervous. Because of that they were nervous as well. Leen asked me lots of questions, told me a lot of girly stuff. She tried so hard. I am glad that she cought us that day while we were creating Hayley.

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After a few days, I said goodbye to Michael and Leen. I went back my mother's home.There are a few days before the school starts. I decided to rent another house or go to Diana's house. I will be a girl so I can't stay with Liam. They will understand it immediately, if I stay with Liam.

I decided to wrote Liam "LiLi, I won't be turning back to our flat, to the school. So find yourself another roommate, man.."~ Harry.

And Diana? I don't know how she will react to staying with me. She had a friend to stay with already, as I know. And what if everybody knows that Hayley is me. Then what will they say to Diana. I can't do that to her.

I decided to rent a new flat to myself, near LiLi. So I could see my friend maybe more.

My phone buzzed in my pocket and I checked it "What? What do you mean Harry?"~Liam , "Won't I see you again?"~Liam, "Heyyyy, Harry, Answer me please."~Liam, "Are you ok man? At least tell me that"~Liam

Liam called me many times as well. Zayn checked my phones a lot to tease me at school time.. So I don't trust the text messages. But I could open the phone and talk.. . So I answered one of his calls and said "I am ok Liam. I found a solution. I will tell you soon. Can't talk right now. See you soon though.." I mumbled and hang up the phone..