Harry/Hayley [Larry,Zarry,Narry] (boyxboy)

chapter 28- Mysterious Black Box

Harry/Hayley's POV

On Saturday night, I couldn't sleep at all.. It was 4 am but I was still awake.. The day was full with events.. So many things happened in just one f.cking day and we ended up being official.. I was dating with Louis now.. Yeah.. I mean.. kinda.. If you looked at what happened yesterday, you could say that.. we even kissed.. for God's sake..

First, Louis surprised me with showing up on my doorstep, then took me to a cafe for breakfast, he hold my hand, then kiss my hand.. He didn't wanna go to that stupid practice match so I had to go with him.. We practically yelled everyone "we are a thing, dating"..

Then I kissed his cheek 'twice' for "good luck".. He saved me from PER.., hold my hand again, he took me as his date to the bar for celebration.. a bald hulk man attacked me, Louis saved me from that guy as well, hold my hand once more, I clinged to him more than I should with the fear.. and he kissed me.. on lips..

Jesuss.. If I were Louis, I would kiss Hayley too. The lad had every right to do that. F.ck me!! I gave all the signals to Louis.. Aghhh!! I couldn't blame him..

And the worse part was that.. I didn't hate the kiss.. I kinda.. l..like it actually.. What the f.ck is wrong with me?.. I should break up with him.. before we start to anything.. Maybe I should play being difficult so Louis would give up.. I should think about that.. I need help..

I called Liam and asked if he was ok, how was the life going. He was so cheerful as usual.. I didn't wanna upset him and didn't say a thing about my problems. Then I called Diana and wanted her to come to my flat.. Diana told me that she could only drop by for a few minutes, she had things to do.. She will try to come around 6pm.. Then I called Leen, she was as crazy as I was so I could tell her the whole thing..

When she replied the call, I told her about all about today, all kisses on cheeks, holding hands and such.. When I stopped talking, "Awwwwwwww. You liked him. You like Louis, Harry. You know that, right?" she said. "Whattttt?? NO.. Nooo, I don't. I like him as a friend, that's all" I said. "But you didn't pull yourself back when he leaned to kiss you. If you didn't like him, you won't let him do that, no matter what" Leen said. I was so quiet. Did I really like him?

"If..If.. I.. really like him.. like that.., I was more f.cked up then I thought, Leen.. Because.. That meant I like someone who is so out of my lig.. and more importantly.. impossible !! Because he hated me, he was so damn cruel to Harry, he hated Harry" I whined to Leen. "HE HATES THE REAL ME" I said louder..

"NO. I don't like him. I just like the fact that Louis is so nice to me, I don't see him like that before. That's it."I said. "If you say so.. Just kept ignoring, buddy" Leen said.. I huffed..

"I didn't call you for that Leen. I should end up things with him. Even if I like him like the way you said.. It is not important, ok? If we start dating, how long will it take him to figure out that I have no boobs and have a member down there, huh?" I said.

I started to eat a late lunch thing around 4 pm. It was because I couldn't sleep till 4 am so I couldn't get up till noon.. While I was eating some cereals, I got a text from Louis. "Hey beautiful. Do you have plans for tonight?" ~Louis.

I couldn't answer to him.. I couldn't accept to go out with him.. But didn't wanna reject him either.. So I didn't write a thing.. But after talking to Leen, I just wanna look at that message again.. I looked at the pictures of 'me and Louis' together..

I was so depressed.. I liked Louis.. I didn't know if it was that way though.. But I couldn't continue that.. I couldn't kiss him and such.. as Hayley. That was just so sick.. I was not a girl and I should stop acting like one, giving hope to a poor guy.. He had feelings too.. He loved Hayley and it wasn't fair to him..