Harry/Hayley [Larry,Zarry,Narry] (boyxboy)

chapter 39-BE MY BF HARRY?

Louis's POV

I scored 3 goals in the football match, I was so happy. I wanted this match to be over.. for a long time.. "Waiting the date of the match?, how will it end?, how will be the result?, can I score a goal and impress the guys from collage?".. these questions were making me stressful and it was finally over..

I checked the tribune during the match.. like a lot.. to see what Hayley was doing, how she was reacting.. Her being there..among the audience.. gave me some kind of power..enthusiasm.. I wanna play better..for her.. I wanna score a goal and made her cheer up for me.. I wanna see her smile widely.. I wanna see her clapping her hands and calling my name over and over again "Louis!Louis!"..I remembered the previous match. She was so cute at that match..

After match, our coach called some of players' names and wanted to talk to us. I was so excited about the talk that I am gonna do with Hayley. I wanted to get over with this talk with the coach.. We just won the match, couldn't he just let us enjoy it or have lunch.. Aghh..

I waited waited.. then coach took me in his office and he started to tell me which collages was interested in me. He said he would give detailed informations about the collages to me later as well at first, so I just got lost in the conversation.. stopped listening and kinda zone out.. I was thinking about what I was gonna say to Hayley and such..

Our couch finally understood that I was thinking some other thing, my mind wasn't there, so he sent me away.. I just started to walk quickly towards the cafeteria, then ran a little, then walk again.. When people was looking at me I was walking and, when they wasn't I was running.. 

I arrived the cafeteria, Hayley told me she would be here but she wasn't..The lunch break was over, so she should have finished her meal then.. I thought.. Shitt.. I was so late, I missed her..She left the cafeteria and probably thought I chose to share my victory joy with some other people other than her..with the other players or such.. She was so wrong.. I wanted to share it with.. only her..  

Then I looked around frantically.. where was she? There were lots of people in the schoolyard, maybe she was sitting on a bench with Diana or Viviana and talking.. again.. I saw her exactly at the same bench lots of time.. So I decided to check there.. 

I walked towards there and saw Hayley somewhere near that bench.. She was looking for someone frantically..like me.. Was she looking for me? I went next to her. I was so excited.. I planned this speech at my head million times.. I had lots of ideas in my mind..

In my thoughts.. I  thought.. We should eat something together.. just the two of us.. and then I could get us a coffee or something.. I could hold her hand, looked directly to her eyes and popped the question.. And hopefully she would say 'yes' and we kiss. That was just one of the millions of ideas.. 

But.. in all of my plans, I was asking the question after the match, with that heat.. or at the cafeteria at lunch break.. So.. now it was neither of them.. And.. I panicked.. I didn't make anything romantic, didn't make a speech before.. I just asked the question all of a sudden..

What was wrong with me?Aghhh.. I was just so excited.. and it came out of my mouth.. And Hayley looked at me like "Whaaaaaaatt?" Then I literally heard her saying "What??".. Oh God.. But I didn't give up, I thought.. I should just ask nicely and saved the situation.. still not too late.. 

"I said that I want things between us to be official.. Hayley, Will you be my girlfriend?" I said and gave her my best smile.. Hayley frowned first, then looked sad, and "NOO Louis.. I won't" she said. I thought..."WHAAATTTT??" I felt a sharp pain in my chest...

Ok.. I knew that was a possibility.. her saying "No", but.. she let me hold her hand, cuddle her, hug her.. kiss her.. we kissed so many times now.. and what was last night then? why she even dried my hair then? I didn't get that..