Harry/Hayley [Larry,Zarry,Narry] (boyxboy)

chapter 2- Zayn's obsession

Zayn's POV

I like Harry.. Yeah. I've a crush on him for a while now. But I couldn't say anything to him or to anyone. I am in a gang. We are the tough guys. I don't know what happens if that is known.Noone knows that I am gay. Just Louis.. He is also gay. But we don't like each other that way.

When we first start this gang thing, I like hitting people or giving names to them. Louis is my best friend, Ashton and Calum are really cool guys. So we become who we are- the gang. We feel like we are the kings of the school. Noone can say anything against us.

One day, when we are hitting the guys to the walls and making fun of them, I met with Harry. I like his green eyes and curls a lot. He is such a cutie. I just stare at him for so long and he tried to escape and I hit him. he just collapse. Ohh he is really something.. really beautiful.. "Pleaseeee,stop" he said and I left there , run away.. At that time I wasn't aware of that I am gay.

After that day, I want to forget him.. But I couldn't.. I think about him like anytime- anywhere-everywhere... My eyes search everywhere to find him. I just wanna see him.. But we hit the guys and beat them up. So when I see him, he is always beaten by me or beaten by some other person but then I send that person, I don't want anybody to touch him. It is sick I know..

I beat him up so so many times. Even if I admit him that I love him and I wanna be with him, I am sure he will just laugh at me and then he cursed at me. He will tell everyone that he rejected me and the whole school will laugh at me. Then nothing will be the same. After that, I can't even beat him ,I can't see him, I can't touch him.. NO,no,no... I can't let that happen.. I need him.. I need Harry..

One day, I saw Harry while he is looking Jennifer. They share glances and they started walking next to each other, going to cafeteria together and drinking hot chocolate together. And when Jennifer touched Harry's arm, I became so furious. I was so jealous. He is MINE! Noone can touch him! I wanna punch Jennifer, but she is a girl, I can't do that. I can't reveal everything..

So when they go outside to have a walk, I just go behind them and I beat Harry in front of Jennifer and told her to stay away from Harry or else.. She just nodded.. She was so afraid. Gooooood! Harry was so angry at me , but who cares. He can't be with someone else. He is mine! If I can't have him, noone can I thought.

All year noone else approached to Harry. I was relaxed. I tried to beat him or hit him at minimum this year. But I keep checking him. I always know where he is, with whom.. I become a stalker..

And this week is the last week of the school. So I am really sad because I will not be able to see Harry, my Harry for months.. I have my ways, I will check him again when he is around but it is not the same.. When he is at school, I see him all day. When it is a weekend , semestre or summer time, I can just see him like hours and from far away.. This is so not healty.. This is becoming a sick game.. I should find a solution.. to this.. This is a torture to me.. I want him..

I will find a damn solution in this summer break I thought.. And I will have him..He is mine.. He will be mine..

And at the last day of the school, I saw Harry with Kate. WTF!! Kate was laughing with Harry and Harry was showing his cute dimples to her! Kate is touching his hands! My brain boiled up inside my head with anger.

I waited them to get out from cafeteria and then I beat up MY curly head in front of Kate outside the school. When Harry collapsed, I sent daggers to Kate with my eyes, I was still furious. I beat Harry so bad this time. I couldn't stop myself. How could he touch her? How could she touch him? I was so mad. I am still so mad. Agghhhhh!!! I said Kate to go away and that I don't wanna see her near Harry ever again, or else.. and she was terrified and nodded. She said Ok and run away. Gooood!

I turned my head to the curly head, he was lying on the ground unconsciously.. I played with his curls a little, touch his face.. God.. He is so fu.king beautiful.. His skin is so soft..I want to cuddle him , don't wanna hurt him anymore..

But I can't talk to him anytime soon.. so.. I decided to wait.. When the summer time finished, when he turned to school back, then I am gonna talk to him..

I waited somewhere near until someone find him. Diana, one of his best friends, found him. And then his roommate Liam came. I don't like that Liam guy. He is always with Harry.. I can't be with him.. but he can.. Not fair.. But he is not into Harry so he is out of my radar.. They took him to his house. And I started to go to my own.

On the way, I repeated to myself that I need a solution.. I will wait.. When the summer time finished, when he turned to school back, then I am gonna talk to him.. I have whole summer to think..HARRY WILL BE MINE! ONLY MINE......