Is This Real?

Chapter 18

Karl POV:

Karl had been looking for Quackity for hours now, and the sun had started to disappear. He became afraid of what Quackity would do if Karl didn't find him now.

Karl stopped at a tree to take a breather, and as he's resting, he hears noise come from somewhere around him.

"Hello?" Karl said nervously.

It had been darker out and Karl couldn't see what was making the noise.

"Hello!" He said louder and more confidently this time and walked away from the tree trying to look for what was making the noise.

He heard a crunch of leaf from his right side and walked over to see what it was.

"A bunny." He said and chuckled shoeing the bunny away and sat down by a tree.

"What am I even doing" He said to himself and put his head in his hands. He stayed like this for a while and soon started to doze (fall asleep) off.

"Karl?"

"Karl!"

Karl woke up a little confused.

It took him a minute to remember what he had been doing, and that there was someone in front of him.

"Shoot sorry I must've fallen asleep here." He said rubbing his head. Karl still hadn't looked at who woke him up, but when he finally looked at the person his breath stopped.

Quackity was standing right there. Right in front of Karl, staring back at him.

"Quackity."

"Karl."

"I-I have been looking for you, for so long." Karl said with a shaky breath.

"Maybe I should've fallen asleep on a tree a long time ago." Karl said with a slight laugh from the nervousness, but Quackity just kept staring.

"Why were you looking for me" Quackity said

"I um, I just wanted to talk." He responded and started rubbing his arm.

"It's been a while you know, since you've talked to me." Karl finished and looked at the floor and chuckled.

"Why did you even stop talking to me in the first place." He said looking back up to Quackity.

"You stopped talking to me Karl." Quackity said

Karl stood there dumbfound "Are you serious?" He said, "I stopped talking to you, now that's funny." Karl said with anger rising in him. He was so tired and couldn't control his emotions well enough.

"Why's that funny?" Quackity asked with the same amount of attitude that Karl gave him.

"How is it not? You're blaming this on me? I have done nothing but chase you around all these months, and every time you ignore me." Karl spat at Quackity who was a little taken back.

"You're so full of shit Karl. You haven't tried to talk to me or hang out or do anything with me!" Quackity said back.

Both of them started to let anger take control of all their other emotions. Both had been exhausted from all these months of being separated.

"No Quackity I have been chasing you! All the damn time! You always run from me, it's you that's been running away from me. Not the other way around, and even if you did try to talk to me you always left abruptly. You always left me." Karl said, "So don't point finger at me Quackity." He finished and tears began to fall from, his face.

Quackity just stood there listening to Karl's screams.

"I'm so tired of all of this Quackity. I'm tired of chasing you, I can't do this anymore." Karl said while putting his hand on his head. "I just miss my best friend. I miss you so much." He continued with his hand still on his forehead.

"I just don't understa- "Karl began to say but was stopped when Quackity gently but eagerly grabbed his neck and pulled him in for a kiss. Karl had no idea what was happening, but he kissed Quackity back anyways, but they both stopped when Quackity pulled away.

"W-why did you do that." Karl said very shocked on what just happened. He just stared in Quackity's hungry eyes waiting for an answer.

"Why didn't you pull away?" Quackity asked and made Karl blush and look away.

Quackity's hand had still been placed on Karl's neck, but in all honestly, Karl didn't mind.

Quackity chuckled "Fuck. Is this real?" He said waiting for Karl to answer.

"Is what real?" Karl responded confused, looking back at Quackity.

Quackity bit his lip and looked down and snickered, then looked back up at Karl.

"This" He said and pulled Karl in for another kiss, which caught Karl off guard but he immediately kissed Quackity back and put his hands around Quackity's and pulled their bodies closer together.

It was a long hungry yet passionate kiss that neither of them wanted to end, but Karl pulled away.

They were both breathing heavy.

"Why did you stop?" Quackity asked Karl in between breaths.

"I can't do this Quackity. I'm sorry, but what about Sapnap?" Karl said sadly and looked up at Quackity who had looked hurt.

"Sapnap." Quackity said almost annoyed. A tear went down Quackity's face, "Of course." He said quietly letting go of Karl and walking away, leaving Karl there alone.

Karl had realized what he had done, and tears began to form in his eyes.

"Quackity wait!" Karl tried to scream but he choked on his tears.

"Quackity." He yelled again, but Quackity didn't stop, and soon he disappeared.

Karl stood there crying.

"What did I do." He said quietly and fell on his knees.

"What did I do." He said again in between cries.

He knew he loved Quackity, but a part of him still loved Sapnap, and when Quackity kissed him, he started thinking about how Sapnap would feel if he found out, and as much as he wanted to be with Quackity, Karl couldn't hurt Sapnap like that.

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