Suicidal - 5sos

Chapter 2

{ Authors Note: Thank you for being so supportive on the last part :) Im currently trying to write alot of chapters so I can update more. Love yaaaa :D }

Chapter 2

Luke lets go of my hand and we walk to his car. It seemed like forever but it was actually just a few minutes. We finally arrive at his car and he opens the passenger door for me and I slide in, suprised. No guy has ever done that for me.

He goes into the drivers seat and starts the engine. The car ride was pretty silent, besides for a few sniffles from me as I was crying. My mascara was smeared all over my sleeves of my cardigan. I dont even know why I bothered to wear make-up, I was ugly either way.

We finally arrive and he parks the car. He opens the door for me and I stagger out, sniffling.

"Just so you know, I do have some company." he says to me. Oh god, he has a girlfriend doesnt he? Ugh im so stupid! He must of seen my expression because then he says: "I mean, not like that, like, I have roomates. Three of them actually." My tension simmers down and I sigh with relief. But that still means I'll have to meet new people and talk to them. Social anxiety is not nice to live with. What if they think I'm ugly? What if they don't like me? Oh shut up Sophie.

We finally arrive at the door and he opens the door for me. What a gentleman. Someone comes round the corner.

"Hey Luke where were you-" a guy that looks our age with firey red hair looks at me and looks at Luke who was behind me.

"Her name is Sophie, I-uh, can I speak to you for a minute?" he stutters. The other guy nods and walks away with Luke and I am left standing by myself in a hallway. Two other guys walk around the corner.

"Hey Luke, oh wait, your not Luke..." one of them says. He has dark brown hair and brown eyes.

"He went that way" I sniffle as I point to where he went.

"Oh, uhh ok" the other guy with shaggy brown hair says. He walks towards where I pointed and I hear him whisper: "Who the fuck is she?"

Great, they think I'm a creep.

Luke's POV:

I pull Michael to the side and make sure Sophie can't hear us.

"Look, I was walking down the street and passed a bridge and saw Sophie fucking hanging off the edge trying to kill herself, so of course I tried to help her and stuff. I fucking saved her life Michael!"

"Dude, what are you doing? Some random girl is about to die, you save her, yeah thats good but drive her back to her own house! Why our house?" he says, annoyed.

"She said she didn't want to go home, I dont know why but I tried to call the ambulance but she said not to. I dont know why! Maybe something happened I asked her and she didn't respond..." He looks at me and finally gives in. "Fine"

Ashton and Calum come towards us. "Who the fuck is that?" Ashton says angrily, pointing backwards.

"Shush!" I say, "She'll be gone by tomorrow, just she is suicidal and she won't go home and look, I can't just leave a suicidal girl on the streets!"

"Do you, like her?" Calum smirks at me after a silence.

"Shut up!" I slap him on his arm - hard, "I guess she's kinda pretty but..."

"Is this the reason you brought her home?" Michael wiggles his eyebrows.

"Guys for fucks sake just go along with it!" I whisper.

"Fine," Ashton smiles.

Sophies POV:

After I few minutes they finally come back and seem nicer than before.

"Hey! I'm Calum, this is Ashton and Michael!" Calum says more kindly, gesturing to the other two.

"Heyoooo!" the guy with red hair smiles, "Im Michael...which you probably just heard Calum said," he laughs, his pearly white teeth beaming. He reaches him hand out and I shake it.

"Haha, and I'm Ashton" he grins. I extend my hand excpeting him to shake it but her embraces me in a large hug. Only at that moment I realize that I am 5'3 and I am shorter than them. They are probably like giants. Oh god, what if they think I'm ugly because I'm short. Fuck. Fuck. They probably think that. Oh god no.

Oh shit I'm still hugging Ashton. I hear the others giggling and I automatically walk back.

"Sorry...-uh-umm..."

"Don't worry, I like hugs" he laughs.

I gaze at them again.

"You look...really...familiar," I stroke my chin playfully and they laugh. Well, I guess thats good they like me. I think...

"Well, maybe you recognize us from 5 Seconds of Summer?" Luke grins.

"5 Seconds of Summer...5sos...5SOS!" I say.

"Yeppppp!" Ashton smiles.

"Cool, so uhh..." I stutter.

"Why don't we order-" Micheal says but is interrupted by the other boys.

"PIZZA?" they all cry in unison. I laugh. Oh god I remember my laugh is hideous. Stop!

"You guys go order," Luke says, "I'll show Sophie around." He looks and me and giggles. I smile insecurely. But he doesn't mind. I think...