mafia madness

i love you

chapter 16

lorenzos pov
after raelyn pushed by everyone out the way and ran off we all decided to give her space and it'd been about an hour and a half i was getting anxious so i went to the living room and i found her sleeping she was curled up in a ball holding the bottom of her stomach, i imagined that would be where the foetus lay she looked so hurt earlier or but she looks so calm and peaceful like all her thoughts had disappeared, i went over and wrapped my arms round her a soft light smile smeared across her face as a reaction to my touch it was the most adorable thing ever but i eventually picked her up bridal style kissing her forehead then her lower stomach where her had  was previously resting and carried her upstairs to my bed.

i couldn't help but think to myself the fact i'm going to be a dad and i have a girl who isn't even my girlfriend pregnant and i've never felt like this towards anyone in my life never mind a girl i've known for a couple months i've had many girlfriends in my life but i've never felt like this with any of them no matter how long i lasted with them or how long i knew them for but raelyn with different every time i see her i get nervous like the first time i ever saw her i stutter and have no idea what to say to her every time i see her she gets more and more gorgeous and i'm always over the moon when i see her i'd hate to loose this girl i really would it would kill me.

by the time all the thoughts were going through my head i got to my bedroom door and i carefully opened it bending down and using a couple fingers keeping a hold of raelyn tightly and cautiously then i lightly slammed the door quiet enough for raelyn not to budge then i gently placed her into my bed and tucked her in i kissed her forehead and whispered "have a good rest button" she softly smiled, i was about to walk away but i had an idea to tell her how i felt so it'd be easier for when she woke up.

raelyns pov
lorenzo had tucked me into bed and i woke up but i didn't let him know because i planned to go back to sleep, he kissed my forehead and whispered "have a good rest button" i accidentally smiled but i don't think he thought anything of it so i to moved around to adjust myself in his covers making it seem like i was still sleeping he stood up and went to walk away but suddenly his footsteps stopped i was so confused then they continued, he came back and sat on the edge of the bed beside my legs he placed his hand on my shoulder and he took a deep breath.

lorenzos pov
i took a deep breathe, "raelyn i just want to practise this just now before i tell you when your awake because i'm nervous and i don't know what to tell you" i took another massive deep breath "right, i don't how to tell you this so i'm just going to blurt it all out, i love you so much raelyn you have no clue i've never felt this way about anyone in my life i don't even know what this feeling is but i was talking to my mum when you fell asleep on the couch and she said i'm in love and i could've been in love with anyone on the planet but the universe chose you and i wouldn't want it to he anyone different i'm so grateful for you raelyn you've filled many holes in my heart that i didn't know where fillable but you proved to me they were, growing up me and matteo never believed in love we always thought it was in books and movies and just a silly myth people dreamt of but you've proven that disbelieve wrong and that love does exist and i'm so glad i can share my love with you i have no idea how you feel about me but i'll eventually put together some sort of script in my head it won't come out how i plan the script to be because you make me nervous every time i see or speak to you i just drown in nerves but i'll make it clear how i feel one way or another even if it's not how i plan to say it but you'll get the hint, i love you raelyn i really really love you" i kissed her head and stood up ready to leave her to sleep and i saw a massive smile flood her face i giggled and kissed her head again.

raelyns pov
that was the most hesrt warming heartfelt and thoughtful speech i've ever heard i knew that came from the bottom of his heart i just knew it for facts a massive uncontrollable smile spread right across my face before i knew it i kept my eyes closed pretending i was still asleep he kissed my head and stood up i opened my eyes waiting till he opened the door he turned to look at me one last time and my eyes were half open but he didn't realise he turned around smiling
"i love you lorenzo" i said with my eyes shut still i heard turn around
"you what?" he stuttered in nerves
"still nervous talking to me huh?" i giggled, by this moment i had my eyes open and i seen him blush he was the cutest man ever he looks like such an intimidating person when you first meet him but he's the softest man i know, he's like a lion on the outside but a puppy on the inside.

he came into the bed and cuddles me for half an hour then he fell asleep from me running my hand through his hair with his head on my chest with his hand on my stomach where baby egg ruffly lays stroking it with his thumb it was the cutest thing ever i knew i wanted to keep the baby and if i had lorenzo i'd be perfectly fine the baby and i are in safe hands.
i continued to run my hand through his hair and watched netflix for the rest of the night.