Stuck between the two/Nothing but scars

Don't start this mess

9 MONTHS LATER...............

Hey yaw. My handsome son is finally here and he is named after his sexy father of course
Brian Todd Collins. I healed up and I been exercising to get my shape back. The children love their Lil brother especially Aj and September was feeding him his bottle it was so cute I put it on IG and its has 5000 likes already but yeah I mostly been spending time at home with the children being a good mommy and wife to my husband. Speaking of my husband his ass doing a lil to much partying and hanging out to late. Nigga we have a family but no he wanna run these streets with his niggas nem. I haven't got a chance to have fun yet but do yaw think kid care, hell nah he don't . It was now 3:30 in the morning I just finished cleaning the kitchen and checking on the children. I checked on TC we use kid middle and last initial for our son nickname. Thank god he not a cryer and he sleeps through the night but I always check on him throughout the night. I don't breast feed so I poured myself a glass of wine and sat down in the living and turned the TV on and went to demand to watch my episodes of empire that I missed.15minutes later in walked kid and he high and tipsy. He tried to kiss me but I moved.

Kid ink:damn so I can't have no kiss cici ?
Talicia:nope.
Kid ink:why not ?
Talicia:cause I said so thats why.
Kid ink:damn what's wrong with you ?
Talicia:there's nothing wrong with me baby I'm fine but thanks fa asking.
Kid ink:then give me a kiss.
Talicia:nah now move I'm tryna watch empire.
Kid ink:why you acting like that fa mane huh ?
Talicia:acting like what ?
Kid ink:like you acting now hell.
Talicia:kid can you just leave me alone aight.
(He up in My face) move out my face damn.mooove damn.
Kid ink:so you gone do me like that baby ?
Talicia:move out my face please.
Kid ink:no not till you kiss me.
Talicia:can you please move, yo breath smell like weed and liquor.
Kid ink:ole dirty ass bitch fuck you then.
Talicia:fuck you to nigga.
Kid ink:who you talking to ?
Talicia:the only owl in the fucking room that said who.
Kid ink:get slapped cici I ain't playing with you.
Talicia:whatever dude.
Kid ink:why you acting like that ? you get on my nerves with this tough girl shit mane cut it out.
Talicia:why you just now coming home.we have a family kid and lately you haven't been home.all you do is party and drink and smoke and come home and sleep and do the same shit ova.
Kid ink:that's why you mad at me ?
Talicia:damn right and then you lied to me four days in a row oh i'ma stay home and help out so you can relax, oh I got this baby, I'll be right back and it was all lies kid like damn I need help around here.
Kid ink:I BE BUSY WORKING SHIT.
Talicia:the children sleep so stop yelling.
Kid ink:stop fucking with me bout that shit.
Talicia:shut up talking Ta me.
Kid ink:you Betta loose your damn attitude and watch how you talk Ta me.
Talicia:I better do nothing, you don't tell me what to do I'ma grown ass woman.
Kid ink:mane fuck you.
Talicia:fuck you to hell.you come in high and tipsy and wanna start shit with me.lying ass nigga.
Kid ink:don't start aight cause I ain't in the mood.
Talicia:don't start this mess with staying out till the next day partying and smoking weed and lying Ta me OPPS you already have.
Kid ink:damn can I have fun sometimes shit ? huh can I ?
Talicia:know what yeah cause you been doing it the last two months anyways so yeah do you kid okay and I'll just be a house wife who take care of the children and stay home waiting fa my husband Ta give a care about me and the children.
Kid ink:WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT ME TA DO CICI GAHH DAMN MANE ? HUH WHAT YOU WANT A NIGGA TA DO ?
Talicia:I told you to stop yelling cause the kids sleep and ion want you to do nothing you don't wanna do kid cause obviously you don't give a fuck about us so gone head turn up stay out late.
Kid ink:BITCH I DO CARE ABOUT ALL YAW.DONT EVER SAY NO SHIT LIKE THAT AGAIN I'LL HURT YOU.
Talicia:you already have.
Kid ink:Mane look don't start this mess with me cici.
Talicia:nah don't you start this mess and again I forgot you already did.
Kid ink:bitch mane.
Talicia:I'll be a bitch a hoe a dummy whatever you call me kid but you need to be a man and start being a father and a husband.
Kid ink:I can't believe you just said that shit to me.i'ma a damn good father to my son and my five step children and I'm damn sho a good husband to yo dumb ass fuck you mean.
Talicia:well lately you haven't been.
Kid ink:damn a nigga can't have fun no mo.hell I work my ass off Ta provide fa us and I can't have fun every now and then ?
Talicia:I Neva said you couldn't have fun baby. I'm saying these last two months you been neglecting us to just hangout and shit turn up.its going on three months and I haven't had any fun yet but I'm okay with that cause my family comes first and I'll have fun when I can.
(Starts crying)
Kid ink:the fuck you crying fa cici ?
Talicia:cause it hurts like hell ok I understand you working hard and I appreciate all you do baby.lately you just been lying to me,staying out late with yo niggas, come home talk crazy to me and ion have no help around here with the children or house chores, you don't spend time with me anymore and I'm just tired.i haven't had proper rest since the baby been born and its like you just saying fuck us that's why I'm crying cause that shit Hurts kid like damn Baby.
Kid ink:mane ion wanna hear this bullshit so you can't kill that noise Shawdy.
(Cries harder)
Talicia:really its like that now baby ?
Kid ink:SHUT THE FUCK UP TALKING TO ME BITCH DAMN.
Talicia:drunk ass Muthafucka.
Kid ink:aye what I tell you bout staying in yo fucking lane.talk to me like that again bitch watch I do to yo ass.
Talicia:you ain't gone do shit to me nigga.
Kid ink:bitch stop fucking playing with me so muthafuckin much.

Kid stood up and I stood up to and started to walk off but he grabbed my arm with a really tight grip.

Talicia:stop let my arm go kid.
Kid ink:bitch shut up.
Talicia:OCH you hurting my arm damn let me go.
Kid ink:you taking me as a fucking joke ?
Talicia:OCH you hurting me let me go please damn.
Kid ink:you better stay In yo lane bitch cause you getting beside yo damn self.
Talicia.och okay now let my arm go you hurting me OCH stop let me go.
Kid ink:SHUT UP BITCH.

I tried to yank away from his grip and I did but we both fell and I got up and started walking off till kid grabbed me by my hair and slung me into the floor but I started kicking at him and I kicked him in the face and he fell cursing so I got up and ran to the kitchen but he grabbed my neck and pushed me into the wall and turned me around and hit me in my left eye four times as hard as he could and I just cried and he choke me to the point I couldn't breathe and he let me and I slid down the kitchen wall crying my eyes out while holding my left hand up to my left eye cause it was hurting so badly and I was coughing at the same time tryna catch my breath. I can't believe kid just did that after he promise that no matter what he wouldn't beat on me.he snatched me up by my hair and pulled me into him. He beginning to scare me now.

Kid ink:bitch stay in yo lane you hear me ?
Talicia:ok baby ok.
Kid ink:I told you bout playing with me.
Talicia:I'm sorry I I I was j just telling you how I felt and that y you should spend more time with us.i love you kid ok like I just wanted a lil help around here and some you and me time baby.
(More tears fell from my eyes)

I guess kid realized what he did to me but I walked to the bathroom downstairs and I looked in the mirror at red puffy eyes and my left eye is black and swollen and my head Killing me and my arm is bruised and my neck hurts.i just cried more.kid walked in and got behind me and kissed me on my neck and turned me around to face him.

Kid ink:damn baby look I'm so sorry fa hurting you like this I am.
Talicia:but y you promised that no matter what you wouldn't put yo hands on me kid and look at me.
Kid ink:ion know what came ova me I'm sorry cici you know damn well I ain't mean to hurt you like this.
Talicia:you starting to act like August beating on me and ion wanna go through this with you.
Kid ink:baby I'm sorry it won't happen again please forgive a nigga.ion wanna do you like August did and ion wanna loose you cici.
Talicia:kid you starting to scare me now and ion wanna be scared of you like I was august.
Kid ink:baby you ain't gotta be scared of me ion want you to be.i love you so much baby I do and I fucked up.please forgive me.
Talicia:how I know you not gone do it again baby ?
Kid ink:because I'm not baby trust me.
Talicia:August said that to but he kept beating me and I feel like the past repeating its self just with you now.
Kid ink:baby stop comparing me to that chump ass nigga I'm not him.i messed up and I'm not gone do it no more I mean that.
Talicia:I forgive you baby but you can't be doing this to me.
Kid ink:I promise baby and I'm keeping my promise this time.i love you so fucking much.you my world baby.
Talicia:I love you more bae.

We kissed and he picked me up and carried me upstairs and yaw know what happened after that
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