Stuck between the two/Nothing but scars

Its hard ta say goodbye

I was at mama Sheila house since August was in the studio working on a track fa his nigga kirko and I ain't wanna be at home alone while the kids at school. My Phn just kept buzzing and buzzing but ion know the number so i ain't answer but then it started buzzing again and it was nookie so I answered and the poor baby was just crying her heart our Phn convo.

Talicia:Nookie sweetie please calm down and tell me what's going on please.
Nookie:WHY WHY WHY WHY OH MY GOD WHY WHY WHY.
Talicia:nookie bestie relax and tell me what's going on cause you seriously scaring me.
Nookie:SHE GONE SHE GONE.SHE NEVA COMING BACK.NUN OF US GOT TA SAY GOODBYE OR I LOVE YOU (crying harder)
Talicia:Nookie who gone tell me please please who gone ?
Nookie:b b Bahja she gone she died
Talicia:no no no are you fa rai ?
Nookie:she died instantly in a tragic car wreck and I didn't know till I watched the news.she died an hour ago she was coming Ta me and you cause she txt me and w w we was gone come ova ms.sheila Wer you was.

I just dropped the Phn and burst into tears like my best friend is dead and she have two Lil boys. I managed Ta pick the Phn and nookie and I just cried our eyes out.mama Sheila walked into the kitchen and she looked at me.and I told nookie I'll be ova.

Sheila:cici what's wrong ?
Talicia:m m my best friend just died an hour ago in a tragic car wreck.she died instantly.
Sheila:oh my god cici I'm so sorry sweetie.
Talicia:I miss her so much already.
Sheila:cici sweetie its gone be ok.
Talicia:no its not i lost my best friend,my big sister.its my fault cause she was in her way Ta see me and nookie cause they was gone come ova here Wer I was.ITS MY FAULT MA ITS MY FAULT MY BESTIE DEAD.
Sheila:baby she in a better place cause we living in hell on earth and its not your fault.you didn't know that was gone happen.
Talicia:I wish I could have saved her.
(Cries harder)
Sheila:baby there's nothing you can do but be there fa her family and let her rest in peace.
Talicia:its hard Ta say goodbye.its hard Ta say goodbye ma its so hard Ta say goodbye to someone you love dearly.
Sheila:I know baby life is only temporary.trust me I feel yo pain.how you think I felt when I lost my son.
Talicia:but she was only 24yrs old with two Lil boys and she wanted Ta be a singer and she was always there fa me especially when August would whoop my ass.BRING HER BACK PLEASE BRING HER BACK MA.
Sheila:I can't do that cici.god just called another angel home.
Talicia:ma why her tho
(Cries even harder)
Sheila:baby only god knows why .i can't answer that question.
Talicia:take me Ta nookie house cause that was her fav cousin.
Sheila:ok sweetie.i'll tell August Wer you at.
Talicia:ok c c cause nookie need me right now and I gotta be there fa my other bestie.its hard fa her right now.

I can't believe Bahja gone forever like she not coming back.my bestie gone.man love and cherish yaw life cause you could be here today and gone tomorrow.life is precious.

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