Stuck between the two/Nothing but scars

I said you not going

After crying my ass off in the bathroom I went into the room and I fell asleep fa about 2hrs and I prolly woulda been still sleep but my Phn started ringing and I looked at the screen and it was Bahja saying we going to one of the hottest night clubs on paradise island called Waterloo. I told her I'm down Ta go but I gotta ask August.but she was like we all going but shit I still gotta see if August wanna go cause he be in his fucked up moods a lot.i told her I'll txt her what's up. I got up washed my face and I went into the living room area and August was laid back on the couch watching baby boy and smoking loud and sipping on ciroc and orange.i sat down on the couch Indian style by his feet.damn August fine as a Muthafucka Lawd I love my husband he to fine.but um yea he looked at me and I looked at him.

August:sup.
Talicia:nothing.
August:why you sounding all sad and shit fa mane ?
Talicia:I'm not I just woke up bae.
August:so what's sup cici ?
Talicia:well Bahja just called me saying we all hitting up one of the hottest nightclubs here called Waterloo on paradise island and I was wondering if we're going with them.
August:nah.
Talicia:and why not ?
August:cause ion feel like doing shit tonight.i just wanna chill right chea.
Talicia:well can I go cause I wanna have fun and we chilled here last night in the room.
August:lol you must've lost yo fucking mind.plus a nigga was sick as hell last night.
Talicia:what ? And I took good care of you to tho baby.
August:you ain't going either.
Talicia:that's not fair August.
August:shit life ain't fair.
Talicia:please baby let me go.
August:nah.
Talicia:please baby.
August:nah mane.
Talicia:please August let me go.
August:nah so stop fucking asking me.
Talicia:but why ?
August:CAUSE I SAID YOU NOT GOING.
Talicia:you came here just Ta make sure I didn't have a good time.
August:mane we not going so get yo stupid ass the fuck up away from me with yo crybaby ass.
Talicia:August please baby let's go have a good time.
August:GET YO CRY BABY ASS THE FUCK UP AND TAKE YO ASS BACK IN THE ROOM WITH ALL THAT FUCKING CRYING.
Talicia:but I wanna go out fa goodness sake we in one of the most beautiful places in the world just like back home I gotta be fucking cooped up in the room.
August:bitch you better get
Yo ass in that room while you got a chance to.
Talicia:fuck you August I'm going out without you.i ain't pay all this money Ta just sit in the room.
August:I SAID YOU NOT GOING SO GET YO ASS BACK IN THAT ROOM.
Talicia:no.

August got up off the couch and I stood up to and he got in my face telling me Ta take my ass back in the room and I yelled no and WAM!! He slapped me harder than he ever have before and I fell out in the floor crying loud as hell.he snatched me up by my hair slinging
me into the sliding doors that lead out Ta the balcony and I cried Louder and August snatched me up and threw me in the floor and he got on top of me beating my ass with his fist but I covered my face and he hit me in the eye tho and he got off me and picked me upand threw me on the bed and slammed the door and I cried my ass off. I pulled myself together and txt'ed Bahja we wasn't going cause August still wasn't feeling well. My Phn started ringing and it was mama Sheila.

Our Phn convo
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Talicia:hey mama.
Sheila:Lawd cici you been crying girl ?
Talicia:a little.
Sheila:and why ?
Talicia:you already know why ma.yo son.
Sheila:I thought yaw was in the Bahamas ?
Talicia:we are but you know how August is.he jumped on me cause I wanna go out and have fun since he don't wanna go.our friends here to but August like nah you ain't going and all that mess.
Sheila:yo ass need Ta start putting his medicine in his food or drink.
Talicia:that medicine prolly make him crazier ma.
Sheila:you better do it.
Talicia:he don't have it with him tho.
Sheila:well you better sneak out and have fun hell yaw in the Bahamas girl go enjoy yourself.wait till he fall asleep.
Talicia:I was gone do that anyways cause I ain't pay all this money just Ta sit in no damn room.
Sheila:aight boo.

End of convo

I snuck out the room and peeked in the living room area and August ass sleep snoring his fucking ass off.i showered got ready and snuck out and I went Ta Bahja room.manny said he ain't wanna go so I guess its just me and the girls going.

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