Stuck between the two/Nothing but scars

We belong together

I went to Starbucks after I dropped the children off at school and kid mom has TC cause she wanted him this weekend and August getting the kids this weekend tho ion want then around Nikki ass.but they don't bother us anymore so I guess things getting better and my eye is almost healed and kid ass still staying out late partying and shit with his niggas meek mills,Jeremih, and Rick Ross big ass. I'm done getting on his ass about that shit. I'm back Ta dancing fa him and when we're on the road my mom or sister have the children. I haven't talked to August since that day at the park. Once I was inside of Starbucks August was the first person I see and damn he look so good, that man know he fine as hell.i miss him so much and its nothing wrong with missing a person.he seen me and walked towards me with that sexy smile I love so much.we hugged and damn he smell good..

August:sup wit cha baby mama ?
Talicia:lol hey baby daddy.
August:you look good baby mama.
Talicia:thanks so do you baby daddy.
August:it look like you ain't have no baby yo body blazing.
Talicia:thank you, I been working out.
August:how my step son doing ?
Talicia:he doing...wait you play so much aug Lol i just thought about what you said nigga but he doing good.
August:lol but that's good.
Talicia:it was nice seeing you August.
August:well my day is made now that I seen you.
Talicia:lol whatever.
August:nah fa real tho it is.
Talicia:well I'm glad I made yo day.
August:aight beautiful.

I started to walk off but August stopped me so I turned around to face him.

Talicia:what ?
August:would you please have coffee and a muffin with a nigga ?
Talicia:I gotta get back home before kid wake up so I
(He cut me off)
August:please cici just this one time.
Talicia:you gone get me in trouble with kid but ok.if TMZ see us i'ma get you august cause you know these paparazzi are.fa real i'ma get you.
August:they won't and this on me.
Talicia:awwww how romantic.
August:lol c'mon on Shawdy.you silly you know that.
Talicia:I guess.

August grabbed my hand and it actually felt good being in his presence.Feels like when we first started dating.after he purchased our stuff we sat way in the back.i sat across from him and he took my shades off and his facial expression was a concerned but mad look.i know its cause my eye was still a Lil black and a Lil swollen.

August:cici what happened to yo eye ?
Talicia:I got into it with some chick at Walmart.
August:did kid hit you cici ?
Talicia:he didn't mean to, he was high and drunk.
August:see I stopped fucking with yaw but I see now I gotta beat this nigga ass fa putting his hands on you Shawdy.
Talicia:you used to beat on me all the time and black my eyes so why be mad when kid do it ?
August:cause man I was wrong fa doing that shit I did to you and you don't deserve to go through this shit again cici.
Talicia:he apologized and he was just drunk and high.
August:what if he do it again cici then what you gone do ?
Talicia:ion know honestly.
August:you to beautiful fa this shit and I still regret to this day how bad I used to beat you and treat you Shawdy I was wrong and cause of that and my cheating I lost the best thing besides our amazing children.
Talicia:well kid promised he wouldn't do it again.
August:if he do I swear i'ma fuck that nigga ass up.
Talicia:well you have nothing to worry about aug ok.
August aight but can I ask you some and I just wanna hear and know the truth please just let me know.
Talicia:um ok.
August:tell me the truth.do you miss me ?
Talicia:yeah I miss you a lot.anything else just ask me.
August:do you still love me ?
Talicia:yes I love you a lot with all my heart.
August:do you think about me ?
Talicia:yes.
August:do you miss what we had and the sex we had ?
Talicia:wow um ok but yeah I do I miss it a lot.like that day at the park when you pulled yo dick out and you was kissing on me and stuff I wanted so badly to ride yo dick and kiss on yo tattoos.you fine ass fuck August.i miss you so much but you hurt me.
August:why didn't you do it then ? and I regret how I did you baby.
Talicia:because I'm married and ion wanna hurt kid no more than what I already have.i love my husband and he my heart.
August:but we belong together, you know we belong together to cici.
Talicia:I can't hurt kid August.he a good dude and ion wanna hurt you or him.ion need nobody calling me a hoe a slut or nothing like that.oh cici cheating on her husband with her ex husband she a Nasty ass bitch.
August:damn mane I miss you baby I want us back, our family.
Talicia:but umm you're now my Brother in law cause you married to my sister Nikki.
August:about that I just told you that to make you mad cause I wanted to see how you felt about me.
Talicia:really aug ?
August:I better not be married to that bitch.i was just fucking her that's all.
Talicia:well good.
August:cici we belong together.
Talicia:well only time will really tell I guess.
August:well if you love something let it go and if it comes back then you'll know and here we are.
Talicia:we both just happen to be at Starbucks that's all.
August:nah That's what you think.

I was about to respond to what august said but my Phn started ringing and it was kid cause his song body language was my ringtone fa him. I answered and was going off on me telling me to get my dumb ass to the house and shit and I was like ok yeah no baby ok I'm on my way and he hung up.

Talicia:ughhh he tripping, but thanks fa the coffee and muffin but I gotta go kid tripping.
August:but ion want you to go yet.
Talicia:I know but I have to August:mane aight Shawdy.
Talicia:don't be mad at me ok.
August:I'm not Shawdy.

August stood up and so did I and we stared at each other and August pulled me into a hug and he kissed me on the cheek and walked me to my car.

Talicia:see you round.
August:yeah.i love you cici.
Talicia:I love you to.
August:I'll see you when you drop the kids off.
Talicia:kid gone be with me.
August:shit mane aight.

He closed my car door and I drive off and I was wiping away tears I was crying so hard that I had to pull ova and get myself together.God please helped me I prayed and drove off heading home.

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