Stuck between the two/Nothing but scars

You know what it is

Its been three months now since
my best friend/sis Bahja was laid Ta rest and it still hurts so bad.we been back in Atlanta 2months and I'm so stressed and depressed like hell.im currently not working but August is and Im pretty much housewife/mom. August is really really driving me crazy like he so mean and sweet at time.august is like a sour patch kid one Minute he sour and next minute he sweet. But I was in the kitchen preparing a quick meal and I was sipping my wine.damn right I'm drinking my wine cause I need it bad as hell shit with all I'm doing.
I miss LA so much like its not even funny.i thought about moving back Ta Atlanta at first but I was like fuck it but nooooo August wanted Ta really move back here.my Phn started buzzing and it was mama sheila and I'm so happy Ta hear from her.i love mama Sheila.

Our Phn convo
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Sheila:hey beautiful daughter in law
Talicia:hey ma.
Sheila:how you doing ?
Talicia:Im ok I can't complain.
Sheila:I miss yaw out here in LA.
Talicia:we miss you to ma.
Sheila:how it feels Ta be back in ATL ?
Talicia:ion know cause ion wanna be here.
Sheila:you sound like you not to happy.
Talicia:because I'm not ?
Sheila:why not ?
Talicia:cause August won't let me work,I'm just a housewife/mom and I cater Ta his every command.he be hitting on me and talking crazy and like I'm just a wreck I guess.
Sheila:uh uh what I tell you bout letting aug run you cici ?
Talicia:I know ma but Im not tryna have black eyes and busted lips.you know how yo son is.
Sheila:you weak fa aug and that's yo prob right there cici.
Talicia:true i can't lie cause if August say jump i'ma say how high baby.
Sheila:look you wanna save yaw marriage right ?
Talicia:of course cause ion want nobody but August.
Sheila:well go to marriage bootcamp.
Talicia:wait you talking bout that TV show ?
Sheila:yea and that could really help you and aug fa real.my friend girl Cassie Reynolds and get husband Marcus Reynolds that's they show and I could put a word in fa you and aug.yaw just gotta send in yaw submission tapes and boom yaw in.
Talicia:I would love to but August ain't having that ma.
Sheila:talk Ta him cici.
Talicia:I can try but how long we got ?
Sheila:a month but I'ma call and make her save a spot fa yaw but still yaw gotta send in those submission tapes.
Talicia:ughhhh ok but you know just as well as I do how August is ma.
Sheila:you better put that coochie on his ass good,rub his feet or whatever.
Talicia:lol 😂 oh my goodness ma Sheila you a mess boo.
Sheila:I'm just being honest with you daughter in law.
talicia:ok I'm bout Ta talk Ta him now cause he coming in the house now.
Sheila:ok call me and let me know what's up.
Talicia:ok ma.

End of convo

August walked in the kitchen and we hugged and kissed.

August:sup baby ?
Talicia:nothing much bae.
August:you good ?
Talicia:I guess but I wanna talk Ta you about something.
August:aight what ?
Talicia:I was thinking that we should seek professional help Ta help our marriage.
August:I thought about it but nah we straight.
Talicia:auggy we seriously need help.
August:what kinda help ?
Talicia:marriage bootcamp.
August:that TV show ?
Talicia:yea.
August:HELL NAH HELL NAH.
Talicia:August please baby it could really help us.
August:and have our business on TV ?
Talicia:don't think of it as that baby.
August:hell nah we not doing that.
Talicia:WHY THE FUCK NOT AUGUST ?
August:CAUSE I SAID SO BITCH.
Talicia:FUCK YOU AUGUST.DUMB ASS NIGGA.
August:HOE STOP PLAYING WITH ME CAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS BITCH YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS ME.
Talicia:KISS MY ASS.
August:cici sit yo slow ass down sumWer cause bitch you know that you know what it is with me.i'll fucking hurt you.

I thought about it instead of arguing with him I just decided Ta suck his dick cause he looove when i suck his dick and I putthis pussy on him real good and gave him a foot massage and back massage.

Talicia:baby I'm sorry.
August:damn baby shit I forgive you damn girl.
Talicia:so can we please go to marriage bootcamp ?
(Kissing on him)
August:aight aight aight damn we can go.
Talicia:you serious ?
August:yea baby no backing out I'm serious.
Talicia:YAAAAYY.well let me call yo mama and let her know.

Well I called mama Sheila and she setting stuff up and she coming ova tomorrow Ta record. Aug and I submission tapes.after we all ate dinner and the kids Wer sleep August and I made love again and I made him tap out.lol.marriage bootcamp here come teamAlsina YESSSSS but I feel aug gone try and back out but I won't let him.

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Oh yea the title of the next sequel is in this chapter that's all i'ma say lol
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