Stuck between the two/Nothing but scars

Can we just be friends

OMG it feels so good Ta be back home in New Orleans.i love it here.august constantly blowing my Phn up leaving voicemails and txt msgs and I so badly wanna call and txt him back but shit I'm not.he hurt me and yea we still married and hell no I'm not filling fa a divorce cause I know August gone change.
Mama Sheila called me and she let the children talk Ta me and oh man I miss them so much I feel bad fa leaving them I miss all my babies.but I'll get Ta see Em this weekend cause I've been here in New Orleans fa two months now.
But um I was hungry so I decided Ta go get me a bite to eat and this one restaurant caught my attention because of its name and guess what the name of the restaurant was yaw ? August yesss that's the name of the restaurant August so of course
I stopped.like I fucking miss my husband ok. I ordered me some jambalaya and cornbread muffins and a strawberry margarita.i was eating outside enjoying this beautiful day when this dude walked up Ta my table.he introduced himself As lil fizz.he fine as hell tho.

Talicia:ummm may I help you ?
Lil fizz:may I please join you ?
Talicia:sure i guess.
Lil fizz:thank you.
Talicia:you welcome.
Lil fizz:how are you ?
Talicia:I seen better days but I can't complain.how are you ?
Lil fizz:I'm good I'm good.especially now that I'm in the presence of a woman with such beauty.
Talicia:lol thanks, you're cute to.
Lil fizz:ohhh you hit a nigga with the cute.
Talicia:well you're not ugly.
Lil fizz:cute is fa puppies or kittens tho.
Talicia:well you're very handsome with a sexy smile.
Lil fizz:see that's much better lol.
Talicia:lol good.
Lil fizz:so you from new Orleans ?
Talicia:yea how you know ?
Lil fizz:your ascent.
Talicia:so you from here to ?
Lil fizz:yea how you know ?
Talicia:your ascent duh lol.
Lil fizz:lol right.are you single ?
Talicia:no I'm Married.
Lil fizz:Wer your husband ?
Talicia:not that its any of your business but he back in LA we're umm separated right now.
Lil fizz:what's his name '?
Talicia:August Alsina.
Lil fizz:WOW.i love his music.
Talicia:I'm pretty sure he'll appreciate the support.
Lil fizz:can I be your man tho ?
Talicia:I'm married.
Lil fizz:but yaw not together.
Talicia:but we still married and I love him.he the father of my two children and uncle of my adoptive daughters.
Lil fizz:is that why picked August Ta have lunch cause you miss your husband ?
Talicia:yea.i miss him.
Lil fizz:ok I see but he must not be doing you right if yaw separated.
Talicia:no marriage is perfect and I love My husband ok.
Lil fizz:well I respect you and yo marriage but uh baby if I was yo man I promise and guarantee you that I'll Neva hurt you.
Talicia:that's what they all say.
Lil fizz:I didn't get your name.
Talicia:well I'm Talicja aka cici.
Lil fizz.well I'm Dreux Frederic aka Lil fizz former member of the boy band B2K.
Talicia:I know who you are.
Lil fizz:how long you gone be back home ?
Talicia:ion know why ?
Lil fizz:because a nigga was wondering if we could just be friends.
Talicia:if we could just be friends hmmm can we ?
Lil fizz:its all up Ta you.
Talicia:sure we can just be friends nothing more nothing less.
Lil fizz:aight cool Im staying at the four quarter hotel till I figure out what i'ma do.
Talicia:I'm staying there to.
Lil fizz:ok cool, what floor ?
Talicia:I can't tell you all that but why you staying there.
Lil fizz:my wife cheating on me and she don't love me plus more.
Talicia:I hate ya hear that.seems like we have a lot in common and how you gone Try and get with me and you married.
Lil fizz:right lol and I apologize fa that beautiful.
Talicia:its ok.well see you late.
Lil fizz :you to.

Lil fizz and I exchanged numbers and he kissed my hand.before yaw think I'ma cheat on August I'm not cause I love him like crazy and I miss him and I need a friend Ta cool it with while I'm back home.damn I miss August so much.i wanna pack My shit and head back Ta LA Ta my hubby.oh yea mama Sheila said he staying with her and he misses me and he taking his medicine but I told her I gotta teach him lesson and she agreed.i miss My auggy bear 😔😪

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