Stuck between the two/Nothing but scars

I can't do this anymore

Talicia POV
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August and I arrived home from the Bahamas after checking out of the hotel and once we landed in LA and got home he beat me again so badly and he started drinking and smoking and he got so high and drunk again that he fucked me so hard it was very painful and I Cried laying there.he finally fell asleep and I just can't take this shit anymore like I'm so fucking done done with August ass like fa real.i love him like a Muthafucka,I'm crazy bout him, and I wanna be with him but until August seriously decide Ta change and take his medication I can't be with him.i wasn't made Ta be his punching bag.like I'm the mother of his two children and adoptive mother of his three nieces, his wife.Yaw know how much I love this man and leaving him hurts so bad, it hurts my heart Ta the deepest core. I'm going back home to New Orleans. I told mama Sheila what was up and she promised not to tell August Wer I am and she said she'll keep the children including TC till I get myself together and that she'll be Ta check on me. I'll be staying at the French quarter hotel till I figure out what I wanna do yaw.I'm in tears cause ion wanna leave August I don't its hurting My heart so bad.i left him a letter and I kissed him on the lips and I called a cab Ta take me Ta the airport and I got on my plane heading back to my hometown New Orleans.but this is what I said in the letter I left for August.

August baby,
I love you like a queen loves her king .i love you like the sun loves the morning sky.i love you like a fat kid loves cake.august without you in my life is like being without a heart because we all know that without a heart you can't live.august I have always held you down,stood by your side through it all.you are my first and only love.i'll travel through time and to the end of the world for you and back and baby you know that.i'll lay my life on the line for you and all the children.but its like one minute you love me and good to me and the next minute its like you hate me and you beat me,talk badly Ta me,control me and just down right evil.you literally raped me and spit in My face.you don't do that Ta the woman you love,the mother of your children, auntie/mama to your nieces you just don't do that.i fear you August I really fear you.you need Ta take your medicine and slow down on your drinking and smoking.you wonder why I wild out don't you ? well cause you treat me like your personal slave,you kept me on lock&key you treated me like a nobody not a wife.i want the August Anthony Alsina That I first fell in love with.like I remember when we first met in PE class we Wer out on the black top and you sung Ta me how you felt about me and wanted me.we Wer in 9th and 10th grade.you used Ta always surprise me with sweet lil gifts and we would skip school Ta get our freak on lol but Um yea I want my August Anthony Alsina back. August I can't do this anymore like I really just can't do this anymore the abuse,being on lockdown,being called out my name like everything but till you get yourself together I'm gone.ion want a divorce cause I feel in My heart you're gonna change and don't worry about me messing off cause I'm not like that.till then later my love and you have my number but I love you always baby aka My auggy bear

LOVE YOU FOREVER,
Cici 😚😘❤😍💔😔😪

August POV
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Damn a nigga got fucked up and I put that stupid ass bitch in ha place.she know she August property.i had ta put these hands and dick on her again Ta let her know who boss round chea. So I called her name but she ain't answer so shit I looked ova the whole house fa this bitch.BITCH WER YOU AT I YELLED OUT TA HER,still no answer so I went back up ta our bedroom and called her Phn a good 47times but it Kept going Ta voicemail and I'm pissed the fuck off.i called Bahja,nookie, and even her blue haired cousin zonnique, and Princeton neither of Em seen her.so I looked on my night stand by our bed and seen this letter.ok shit a nigga read it and I'm not gone lie My heart dropped and shit I just slid down on the floor so I called my mama and she ain't answer.my baby,my heart,my world ,my cici boo gone she gone yaw.so I went downstairs and grabbed me another bottle of ciroc red berry and I drunk until I went numb. Im shit faced.my baby gone

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