absquatulate [𝓟𝓸𝓮𝓽𝓻𝔂]

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It was December 2019, I started this work and it was 20 August 2020, when I decided to stop writing this book further.
There were particularly a lot of reasons why I stopped writing this book.

This book is like the greatest achievement of my life, this book is a memory, a reminder and a scar. This book brought me so much recognition online that I'd never be able to thank you all enough.

Writer's write what they feel, what they imagine or fantasize and what they experience in life.
However, I wrote about my dream, about my life and about a person whom I would never be able to explain with my words. I wrote about how I wanted my love to be like, I wrote about all that I wanted my love to give me, I wrote about my fantasies.

One of the major reasons I stopped writing this particular book is because I wanted to move on from the person that I always wrote about. I realised that fantasizing about a love life was nice and sweet but I knew that there's nothing I could do about it and that writing about it would only hurt me over and over again.
So then, I stopped writing this book. I had thoughts like should I continue this book? But I stopped myself from doing so, because I had to move on.

You know you'd understand me, if you thought about this one particular person while reading my poems or any other romantic poem. Why is that only that very person comes to your mind and no one else? Why? Idk, and you don't know either.

So yeah probably why I stopped writing this book, I hope you understand. There's the other book named 'Meraki' written by me. I don't update often but I promise I would do that, cause I'll do anything for my readers.