A Chance

Twenty

     Kyle and I were still dancing and we finally got exhausted and went towards the booth. He sat down first and i sat in his lap putting my head in the crook of his neck. I close my eyes and feel so good and like i can live like this forever. The alcohol goes away after a while and I feel the urge to pee. "I'm gonna go to the restroom" I say getting off of Kyle "Okay" He smiles stretching his legs out. I walk and find the bathroom. It pretty full and i'm in the line behind this really pretty girl. She has dark black hair and beautiful eyes. She has a tattoo on her neck but she looks really sweet. She looks to me "Hi, i'm Nicole" "Hi i'm Ivy" I say smiling a bit. "I hate waiting in lines, i know where the staff restrooms are do you wanna come with?" She asks raising her eyebrow. "Yeah why not"
       We get out the line and we head towards the back. There's a door and we walk in. It's a restroom with two stalls. I run to the stall and relieve myself and so does Nicole. I get out fixing my hair and such. Nicole gets out to and says to me "want some?" she pulls out a little bag with some white powder and a little tray. I hesitate a little "yeah what's the rush" She nods and lines it up making a few lines. "Go ahead you first" She says pointing I smile and snort the powder. "Wow!" I say rubbing my nose. She giggles and does the same as me. I look at myself and dust off any left over powder on my nose or underneath it. We walk out and i feel the effects of the drug. I'm walking towards the booth and Nicole says bye to me. I see her walk to another booth not to far away. I walk slowly starting to feel so weird. I see Kyle waving over to me. He has a concerned look on his face. He gets up and walks towards me. He seems far but when i blink he's right in front of me. "Ivy what's wrong?" I take a minute to respond not registering everything.

"Me i'm fine why?" I ask curious, could he see residue on my face?? I look at his face for answer why is he asking me that?

"Nothing you seem a bit off, that's all." He says trying to figure me out. I look away from his stare and he says "Cmon lets go to the table." He puts his arm around my waist and we walk back to the booth. We sit down and everything is so amazing. I feel more confident and feel the need to dance. I take my coat off since i feel hot. I get up and drag Kyle with me to the dance floor. We dance and i don't even pay attention to him. I just sway my hips and feel alive for once i feel better than ever. I feel Kyle close to me and he whispers "Let's go back to my place" I smile and nod. He grabs my hand and we get back to the booth. He says something to the groups and grabs our jackets and we walk out.
We get outside and walk to his car fast. When i get in he sits on the driver side. He looks at me and he stares at my lips. I smile and he rushes to kiss me. He keeps kissing me and i feel so alive and he grabs the back of my head pushing me more to him. His kisses are so intoxicating and addicting. I can't get enough. "Should we go to the back?" He asks me in a hurry. "I think we can wait until we get home, no?" I say knowing what i'm doing. He smirks and turns the car on speeding home.
Once we get to his house we rush inside and the second we close the door his hands are all over me. We slam against the hallway wall and i laugh at how we want each other so much. He kicks his door open and grabs me by waist while kissing me and lays me on the bed. He takes my shirt off and i just lay there so mesmerized by him, his actions. Soon enough we're both undressed and making the room a mess.
We both get under the covers after a long night and i sigh out of breath. He turns to me and smiles. I smile back. I scoot towards him and rest my head on his chest. We fall asleep.
     The next morning i wake up to an empty space next to me. I look up and don't see Kyle but the room is neat and clean, not like last night. I get up and grab shorts and a random shirt. I walk downstairs and see Kyle cleaning. I look at him confused. "What's going on?" I ask "My parents are coming back home today so i needed to clean the house." He says scooting the chairs in the table. I smile slightly. I look at the time, I need to go back home. I go back upstairs and sit in Kyles bed and grab my stuff to head back home. He walks in "Ivy are you going back to Paris' ?" He says walking towards the bed. "No, I'm going back home today." I say low to avoid having a conversation. "Oh" He says. Oh what does "oh" mean. I grab my stuff and head downstairs and open the front door. I'm halfway across the front yard when his voice stops me. "Ivy wait" I look back and see him. "Look i'll drive you home so then this won't have to be goodbye i'll try and see you tomorrow." I sigh "Kyle yes this is goodbye not for our relationship but for now we can't see each other." I say looking down at my feet not wanting to see his hard stare. "Ivy cmon we can get past your mom, we just have to plan carefully, okay?" He lifts my chin up. "Okay but i'm walking home i don't want to be in more trouble than i already am." He says okay and brings me into a tight hug and kisses me goodbye. I walk away and get further and further from his house.
     Im standing in front of my home and I take deep breaths. Ivy just walk in and try to not talk just go to your room and don't argue back. I walk towards the front door and ring the doorbell. I wait a minute or two when it swings open. "Ivy! Where have you been!" She shouts at me. "I'm sorry i didn't mean to be gone this long." I say looking away from her. "Get in your in huge trouble!" She yells once again. I walk in and it's cold not welcoming. I hear the door close and my mom walks in front of me and turns to face me. "Never do that shit again you hear me! NEVER!" She spits in my face. "I'm sorry i really am" I sat back  and i feel a cold hard slap to my face, It was shocking. "Don't make excuses i know your not sorry." She says and walks away from me. I run upstairs and slam my door shut locking it. I barricade it with my dresser and desk. I throw some stuff around and cry. Cry louder and harder than i ever have. I stay like this, a mess, for the whole night.
    
Monday
    This morning i woke up and got ready, i barely tried to. I put my uniform on and crawl out my window. I start to walk to school, i refuse to sit in a car with my mom. It takes me a long time to finally reach school. When i do i see Paris and a few other girls. "Ivy! Over here!" Paris yells for me to come with her. I walk toward her not wanting to talk. "Hey how are you?" She asks me smiling. Horrible that's i how i feel. "I'm good you?" I respond. She nods and proceeds to have a conversation with me. I try to give good enthusiastic answers but i can't not like this not how i'm feeling. The bell rings and she says goodbye to me. I walk to my first class. The entire time I'm not even listening. The teacher hands us a worksheet and i finish it. School isn't very hard for me. I just need to put effort. School passes by quickly. I didn't even eat lunch. The school bell rings and school ends. My moms at work right now. I can enjoy a few hours to myself.

Hope you liked this chapter idk if i did good but stay tuned for the next chapter