A Chance

Twenty Three

The next morning I had been up for awhile. I was making a hot coffee. As i was pouring the hot water i feel a head rest on my shoulder. I laugh and look at the pretty face. He looks up at me and smiles. He brightens my day and makes it better. I know i'm hurting him by not telling him these things. I can't help but feel guilty. I remember and the smile wipes off my face.
He grabs a mug from above me. He waits for me to finish and I do so hurriedly. I walk to the table sitting down. I made a bagel and spread cream cheese. He sit down in front of me. No words spoken yet. Just complete silence. The occasional sound of us drinking from our mugs and me eating. He reaches over and take a big bite of my bagel. I scoff "Kyle!" I say mad but not really. He laughs and enjoys the piece in his mouth. "Fine i see how it is" I say nodding i decide to not talk to him until i feel like doing so. He knows how to push my buttons, when he does things like that and stays quiet. I put my plates in the sink and walk into the bathroom. I grab a change of clothes and a towel. I close the door behind me and turn the shower on. I wait a minute letting the water heat up. I take my clothes off and begin to step in.
I'm washing my hair and rinse the shampoo out. I feel a cold set of hands on my waist. I quickly look behind me obviously frightened. I see his messy curls hanging. I hit him repeatedly. "UHH YOU GAVE ME A HEART ATTACK!" I say and turn back around. "Come on Ivy i was only playing with you" He says grabbing my hair. "No get out i'm mad" I say standing my ground. He sighs and leaves a kiss on my neck and leaves promptly. He knows when he does that it leaves me wanting more. I hurry up showering.
Later that day Kyle walks into my room. "Hey look i know you're mad but i'm sorry really. I was wondering if you would go to his party with me?" I look up from my phone and glare him down. "Who's party?" I ask. "Some guy he's throwing a huge party and invited me and Jonah" He says leaning on the doorway. "Okay i'll go" I say giving in, i mean i need to relax and have fun. He smiles and lays in bed with me. "You know i love you right?" He says staring at my lips and he looks back at my eyes. I cant help but give in to his hazel green eyes and his perfect sharp facial features. I look at his lips and he kisses me grabbing my head with one hand. I don't break away from the kiss but he does. He just studies my face. I blush at his intense stare and he smiles. "I love you too" I say looking back at him. "Good" he says laying on my stomach.
        It was 7:30 and we had to get ready for the party. I took another shower and so did he. He was almost done and i hadn't even picked what to wear. I look at my suitcases and find some short dresses. I find a basic black one but i also find black tight leather pants. I pair it with a tight white shirt that ties up in the back. I call Kyle into the room so he can help me choose. "Kyle which one?" I say holding both the outfits up. "Hmm i like the leather pants outfit more." He says pointing at the right side. I nod and get changed. I have so loose waves and add some light brown eyeshadow eyeliner. I finish and spray perfume. I also put some small gold chunky earrings and my regular jewelry. I also grab a leather coat since it will get colder nearing the night.
        We get in Kyles car and start driving to the party. The song Yes I'm Changing by Tame Impala comes on and the first lyrics remind me of something. "I was raging, it was late In the world my demons cultivate, I felt the strangest emotion but it wasn't hate for once" It reminded me of Kyle. At first i felt like i wouldn't like him, but i did, not once did i really hate him, i've always loved him not once did i stop. The song talks about how people do change and i think about me and Kyle. What if we don't last. I want to forever but somethings don't last. Ivy stop thinking like this! He looks at me and smiles and keeps driving.
          Finally we're at the house. It was a big house in fact, like a mansion. There was so many people, like i've never been to this big of a party. Kyle grabs my hand to hold it and i let him and we walk in together.  He says hi to some people, greeting them and what not. I sort of stand there with him. He introduces me but i'm quiet. I'm in the kitchen and Kyle makes me a drink. He hands me the red cup and i sip out of it. It was good we talk for a bit. He talks to some of his friends and i talk to their girlfriends. I was having a good time. The girls were really nice and we talked about normal stuff. Deeper into the night i've already had quite a few drinks and this girl that i was talking to i didn't even know her name but she was fun. She was a bit drunker than me but i didn't mind. We were dancing with some other people. I would look to the side and see Kyle looking at me. He was just smiling and laughing at me and the girl. After awhile i walk over to him. "Hey" I say picking my pants up since they fell a bit. "Hi" He says looking at my waist as i do so. I hit him on the shoulder as he was staring and it was obvious. "What?" He says acting oblivious "You know what you were doing" I say scoffing. He rolls his eyes "Sorry but not today" I say frowning. "Haha your lying right?" He says looking at me. "Nope i won't let you sorry" I say being petty. He gives me a dirty look and i lean in to hug him. He turns around. I scoff loudly shocked at him dodging my hug. He laughs and walks off to a hallway. I follow him silently seeing if he notices me. I'm about to scare him when he quickly turns around grabbing me. I get scared and he pushes me against the wall kissing me. I'm shocked but instantly in a split second kiss him back. He pushes the door to a room open. He leads me into the room still kissing me and lays me on the bed. He's about to take my top off when i stop. "What" he says breathing heavily "Kyle, we aren't doing this remember?" I say being petty about what i said earlier. "Oh my god are you serious?" He says still on top of me. I nod getting up smirking at how worked up i got him.
      I walk out the room and talk to some girls. Through the entirety of the party Kyle gives me these death glares. I ignore them not wanting him to get a reaction out of me. I see him talking to the same guys and he looks like he's having a genuinely good time. I smile, i'm glad he's having a good time. I start to get tired so i walk over to where Kyle is. I tap him on the shoulder and he swiftly turns to face me. "What's up?" He says. "Let's go, i'm tired" I say leaving on him. He nods and we hear blaring sirens. Shit the cops...
Kyle and I look at each other and we hear people rushing out and people yelling to leave. He grabs my hand and leads me outside. There were cops at the front. He takes me to the back and we go through the side gate and hide behind one of the neighbors bushes. A police officer with a flashlight comes so close to us and i start to breathe heavily. Kyle quickly covers my mouth with his hand. The cop passes us and when he's pretty far we run to his car. The car was parked a little ways away. We rush inside out of breath. "Holy shit that was close" I say relieved we made it out. "We got to get out of here." He says driving away. We arrive at his house and i fell asleep on the way. I start to wake up and i'm in the room. I feel my shoes being taken off and hands traveling to my zipper. My breath hitches but he just takes it off and puts shorts on me. He puts a big shirt on me. I wait till he's fast asleep and i take the shirt off getting hot in the room