A Chance

Nine

It was Saturday today and i've been really lazy and i cry over the littlest things so i decided i'd go out tonight. I wanted to feel confident and better than ever. I had no parents to control me and no on can tell me anything right now. I shower and pick an outfit to go to a club tonight. I pick out a sequin bralette type of shirt and leather pants.

I put on some makeup and uber to the club. I'm friends with the guy who owns the place, well technically Paris is but he knows me too. I walk in and the music is booming. It reminds me of the night with Kyle but i stop thinking about it, him. I order a few drinks for myself and pretty soon i'm dancing the night away.

After a couple of songs and talking to a few people I go to get water and another drink. This guy says to me, " What are you doing her beautiful." I scoff and say, " Trying to have a good night." He laughs and orders a drink himself. We have a short conversation before i make my way to the dance floor.

The same guy comes up from behind me and dances with me. We go to the side and he offers me some type of pills. I think about it hesitant but i take one anyway. Feeling lighter and better i feel better. I drink the rest of my drink and i feel light headed.

The guy who's name is Chris kisses my neck reminding me of Kyle and I that night at the club. I feel his hands roam my hips and thighs. I feel okay about it and he starts to get more touchy and i don't like where it's going.
"Hey stop"

"Cmon i'll make you feel good."

"No please i'm no fun just leaving me alone." I feel like i'm suffocating and my heart beat is speeding up and i start to feel disgusting. I push him off of me and feel tears come down my eyes. I run outside where it's cold.

Can you pick me up please
Kyle
where are you what's going on??
Ivy
I'm at the Baby club outside please i don't feel well and i just need help i'm alone
Kyle
I'm on my way stay out and don't go with anyone else

I start crying because i feel so ashamed that i let that guy feel me up. I see Kyles car pull up and him rushing out. I'm sat at a curb feeling so tingly and light headed.

"Shit Ivy what did you do to yourself." I push him away and walk a bit to throw up. He picks my hair up in a makeshift ponytail. He puts his hands under my arms so i don't fall over.

I finally stop throwing up and he picks me up and puts me in the seat. He starts to drive away and i pass out. I wake up a few minutes later in a shallow bath tub. I'm in my bathroom and he's bathing me. I look around still feeling lightheaded.

He pulls me up and puts a robe on me. "I'm sorry" I start to cry out. "Ivy it's fine." He says. I cry more and i can't stop the tears from spilling out. He hugs me and says, "Ivy it's okay." He lays me on the bed. I look up at him and see his green eyes sparkling at me. He just stares and i admire his sharp features. He kisses me on my forehead. I close my eyes and drift off to sleep.

     I wake up and notice Kyles not here. I look outside my window and his cars gone. I look at my phone and see two messages
Kyle
I had to leave i'll talk to you later

Mom
We're coming home early today.
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    I look at the house and it's relatively clean but i do the dishes and go back to my room awaiting my parents arrival. A few hours pass by and i hear the door beeping meaning someone's typing in the code to get in.

I sit by the stairs waiting for my parents to open the door. "Ivy we're home!" My mom yells. I walk down and hug her. She embraces me as well and i felt so warm. She starts to cry and i just keep hugging her. I finally let go and she wipes her tears. I hug my dad and he tells me that he missed me.

My mom tells me to sit on the couch. "Ivy we want to get you a therapist, only if you want." I think about it for a minute, do i want one? " Uh it's fine if you guys want to." I say unsure of what i want. "Okay you'll go see her every Monday and Friday." She says and i nod. I head back upstairs and i think about everything. I just go to sleep.

Idk if i should continue the story 😀