A Chance

Twenty Two

   3 Weeks Later

       I haven't seen Kyle since that night, I've been wanting to meet up with him but i can't we can't. I'd get in so much trouble. My moms been really bad to me, she hits me a lot she takes her anger out on me. Same with Carl, he might be even worse. My mom hurts more because she's my mom, there was a time where she didn't do this. Carl has been trying to get me alone for the past week, and i'm so scared everynight. Kyle and I don't really talk as often and it hurts, he's just busy with college right around the corner so am i.
          My mom left for work a few hours ago and i've been in my room reading. I wanted to go outside but my mom would think i'm going to see Kyle. I hear a loud knock on the door. I hesitate answering knowing it's Carl. He doesn't wait for my response and opens it harshly. "Can i help you?" I say  "Get down!" He yells at me. "What?" I say in shock not thinking. He doesn't hesitate and slaps me straight across my face. I gasp to the pain the strikes my cheek. I stumble down and he grabs me and starts to hit me. More and more he hits me. I don't even scream, just tears rolling down my cheek. I finally mutter out "Please stop- stop you're hurting me" I choke out. He doesn't. The next thing he touches me. He grabs my butt. My eyes widen, he smirks and walks out the door, i hear him go down stairs and put the front door. The second i see his car pulls out the driveway i burst into tears.
     I cry the tear stinging my cheek. They don't stop i feel so broke and disgusting. I get into my shower and wash off the feeling of his hands on me. I cry out in the shower. Afterwards i call Kyle. I need him, If i can't talk to him right now i don't know what i'm gonna do. He answers

Hey, I miss you

Kyle, Please come over i can't do this anymore-

What's wrong??

I need to get out of here, i'm going to pack my stuff and i'll stay at Paris or something i just can't stay here one second longer.

Okay okay i'm on my way

Call ended

I grab suitcases out of the hallway closet and pack my stuff, clothes, shoes anything that i can grab. I have about 5 large suitcases and i pack most of my clothes and some other stuff. I sat near the front door waiting for Kyles arrival. I tried my best not to cry. I didn't want him to see me like this. I hear a car nearing my house. I get scared but i look through the window and see it's Kyle. He runs out and knocks on the door. I open it and he looks at me with these worried stressed eyes. His look made me crumble. He hugs me so tight and i just let him i let out silent cries. He looks at me and asks, "Ivy tell me what's wrong please" He pleads, i don't want to tell him i'm not ready to. "Kyle please just take me out of here" I say looking down, he nods and grabs the suitcases and puts them in the car. After 5 minutes we're done and we drive out. On the way to his house he puts his hand on my thigh. I remove his hand, remembering what happened earlier that day. He doesn't say anything he just keeps driving.
      When we get to his house I see his parents are gone again. "Where are your parents?" I say breaking the harsh silence.
       "They went out to town, for a month.." He says looking a bit sad. I feel bad for him. His parents are always gone, this time for longer.
        "Oh okay" I say putting the suitcases inside. I get it up the stairs into the guest room. I place them in the closet and lay on the bed. I sigh happy yet sad that i left.
We don't talk and we just sit in silence, it's weird. "Ivy why" I cut him off "Kyle please i don't want to talk about it" I say clearly upset, "No don't start with that, we haven't talk a lot and you call me saying you want to leave home?? Just tell me what's going on?" He says standing up from the bed looking in my eyes. "Kyle it's just i don't want to talk!" "What's Going On! You don't even like when i touch you? You used to melt with my touch now you can't even stand it, so help me understand!" "KYLE JUST STOP THIS IS TOO MUCH, ILL TALK WHEN I WANT TO!!" I shout at him leaving his room and to the guest room. I slam the door before he can say another word. He doesn't even try to talk to me.
I feel horrible that i can't talk to him but i need time. After an hour or two i leave the room putting a sticky note on my door saying that i took a walk. I leave the house walking to the main part of town. I do what i regret doing. I text this guy i know who sells some stuff, if you catch my drift. I meet him near a shop. I see his car at the corner and i speed walk towards him. He unlocks the door and i get inside. "So what do you need?" He asks "Um whatever makes you feel amazing" I say with an uneasy tone. He gives me a baggie full of the drug and i give him the money. I get out of his car heading back to Kyles house. On the way i find a park very close to him and i sit and prepare the syringe. I tighten my arm and inject the liquid. I feel a bit of pain but i gasp at the feeling. Holy shit... I get up and slowly walk towards his house. Already feeling the affects i look around taking everything in. I walk in the house and see no sign of Kyle. I walk up to my room and hide the stuff.
      I hear Kyle enter the room and i immediately close the drawer. He looks at me and sighs, "I'm sorry for being a jerk I" I cut him off once again by kissing him. The euphoria and self confidence from the drug over took me. He doesn't hesitate to kiss back trying to dominate me. I give in and he lifts me carrying me to his room not breaking the intense kisses. I'm the one to break it and i go to his restroom turning the shower on and i get in fully clothed. He looks at me and smirks he walk in with me and grips my waist with his hands and i face the wall. He kisses my neck and i moan uncontrollably. I turn and face him seeing his usually curly fluffy hair now dripping wet. He lowers himself kissing me and tugs the hem of my shirt. I put my arms up letting him take it off. I unbutton my pants and do the same with his. Once we're both nude he kisses me more passionately and you can guess the rest.
        Afterwards i put on a long sleeve shirt and some underwear and the second i hit the bed i knock out. I feel Kyles weight hit the bed too. I was in a deep wonderful sleep when i suddenly wake up. I had a nightmare. I get up letting out a big gasp, i look around and breathe deeply. Ivy you need to calm down just go back to sleep without waking Kyle...