𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 {𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐣𝐮𝐧}

14

i smirk at seojun,

"you thought i didn't know how to rap, huh?"

he scoffs looking ahead of himself.

"well i didn't doubt it."

"ji-eun your a goddess. how?"

i sit down next to jukyung,

"i'm not i just enjoy singing and rapping."

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"bye!"

i wave bye as everyone else walks the other way from me. i sigh,

"i have more friends i guess.."

i huff into my cold hands. i look up and see bits off show falling,

"snow.. it's so pretty."

i stop my track, remembering the tragic moment in my life. before i know it i'm panicking.

"hey.. i-i-.."

my breathe being slowly taken away from me, i go into a dark alleyway. i fall down to the floor grasping for air.

"co-come ba-! i'm s-sorry. I COULD HAVE SAV- s-saved yo-you..."

tear falling down my cheeks each moment. on the floor, crying hopelessly. my breathe isn't coming to my sense. i feel myself shake, breakdown. my lips quavering, my hands go pale.

"come b-back to m-me.."

"ji-eun?"

not daring to look up. i try to stop, stop the pain.

"g-go away.."

"lee ji-eun it's oka-"

"GO AWAY! GET.. away fr-from me!"

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i sip the water, looking the other way from han seojun and lee suho.

"what happened." seojun questions setting down his drink.

"it was nothing, don't worry."

"didn't seem like nothing."

i see suho elbow seojun, i give him the death glare,

"it was nothing really. thanks for the drink, i'll repay you guys."

i get up and wave bye to the two boys.

"seojun go, she might panic again."

"so what am i supposed to do?"

"walk her home."

"what- are you crazy, i need to go pick something up!"

"just go."

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"yah lee ji-eun, wait up."

i look behind and see seojun walking, i stop and wait until he's by my side.

"your lucky i'm walking you home, i was supposed to go pick something up."

"then go get it. i'll be fine."

"i'll get it tomorrow."

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"thanks for walking me home. i appreciate it a lot."

"go rest." he walks away.

i shut the door and smile, a warm feeling in my heart. but i deny this feeling because i know exactly what it is, i refuse this terrible feeling,

"i don't want either of us to get hurt."