𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 {𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐣𝐮𝐧}

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lunch break i lashed out, i beat the fucking shit out of her. i don't really care, she approached me first. she wanted it, she knew what she was doing. she shouldn't act all innocent herself.

all she does is want to get on my nerves.

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she cries to seojun, she pouts to seojun.

gross.

i watch him get up and walk over to my being, i look up at him from the bench outside, i see him pull my wrist.

"why'd you even beat her?"

"because she's been on my nerves." i imply.

"so what doesn't mea-"

"can you shut the fuck up han seojun? you obviously don't know how i fucking feel because it's déjà vu all over again!" i yell as tears threaten to brim, "i honestly don't give three fucks if you like her or whatever, maybe i give one. but you don't understand the feeling of being sexually harassed do you? do you know the damn feeling of been framed for cheating? no you haven't so what word do you have to say?"

he watches me speechlessly with his mouth opened a bit,

"do you like her?" i mumble asking.

"no, i just wanted to get to know her."

"then why'd you let her inside your house. why'd you hangout, why did you have saliva on you-"

"she did it okay? there wasn't anything on her neck, i hung out with her as in friends she took it in other ways. i didn't speak to you because you kept avoiding me-"

i nod signaling him to stop.

"i'm sorr-"

"i just need a break, talk to me in a week."

i run off planning what to do.

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"oh hey ji-eun!"

i look up from my phone and see park ha-yoon,

"what?"

she skips her way to me smiling but that smile drops as she looks at me in disgust.

"can't believe you'd ever cheat on han seojun, i mean he loved you dearly but yo-"

"your the one planning this shit up, right? you told your brother to come after me so you could have seojun all to yourself as if he's your little toy."

"so what if i did? not like you didn't cheat in the past at your old school? want me to post that online too?"

i grit my teeth as i try to keep myself calm.

"everyone fell for that dumb article about you and han-eun. it's pretty, seeing you all under my control."

"you created that article about me cheating?"

"yep, i was the one who took those pictures of ha-eun hugging you and you crying as if it was your last." she comes closer but i don't step back.

"your just a useless girl in this world. why bother chasing after han seojun? he doesn't even want you. i'm just using him, if i'm being completely honest with you. i don't like him one bit, i just want to ruin your life. i just want the fame, that's it. that simple, with looks like mine a boy would get on their knees for me."

"girls and boys would bow down to me though." i grin in response.

she slaps me as hard as she could. i look back up at her.

"fucking whore."

but i stay still,

"just wait till everyone see's your true colors park ha-yoon."

"how's that? everyone loves me and knows i'm a good girl. you'd be talking non-sense if you were to tell everyone i act like this." she laughs at me.

"you sure about that?"

author's note:

i made a snowman !