𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 {𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐣𝐮𝐧}

24

it's the third morning and the girls woke me up. it's tiring that we have to wake up at 6 am, everyday. we all get ready for the day, so i shower and do my routine. i button up my oversized blouse, the blue, grey, and white patterns make me feel warm, my thin long white skirt makes me feel angelic. fully i pull on white socks with a pair of white converses.

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"i heard we're going to the pool for today's activity, it'll be fun to pick out the swimsuits!" sooah mentions.

"i-i don't know how to swim!" jukyung implies.

i just ignore the girls as i just listen to the words they have to say.

"i can help you, i'm sure there's a floatie or something there." soojin replies placing her chopsticks down.

"n-no thanks!"

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sooah dragged us to this shop nearby the hotel, we're all picking out a swimsuit but there's one fucking problem.. i have absolutely NO curves whatsoever, in other terms i'm flat on my chest and ass. basically i'm boney everywhere.

"soojin that would look great on you!" jukyung cheers.

i listen to the girls company each other while i sit down on a chair, i soon feel sooah come to me handing me a swimsuit.

"it would look good on you!"

i gulp taking it into my hands, intensifying looking at it i just nod and go into the changing room.

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i ended up buying it because i couldn't say no to sooah's begging. thankfully we're back at the hotel, i'm sitting on a couch on the main floor. i hear all the girls and boys horse around. some running around chasing each other, some talking to their friends.

"what are you doing alone? we're about to go to the pool you know?"

i set down my phone looking at han seojun,

"i like being alone. plus swimming means nothing to me."

"suits you." he gets up leaving and i continue to scroll through my phone.

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"ji-eun? are you coming out?"

i pull on my swimsuit,

"why do i have to be built like this?!" i whisper yell.

i get out of the changing room slowly walking out. worst thing is i can't even wrap a towel around my body. i left it on the chairs, yeah smart me.

"finally you came out!"

i hug my body, i hear a couple of whispers also some eye's on my small figure,

"sooah.. should i change bac-"

"no! you look great in that swimsuit!" she drags me to the chairs next to soojin and jukyung.

"ji-eun you look good." soojin smiles.

"but i'm fucking flat." i mumble.

"yeah you are but it's fine i think you look good either way." jukyung pats my shoulder.

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surprise surprise, i don't know how to swim. so i'm sitting on the edge just kicking the water. i see jukyung and suho talking, everyone's playing around in the water. i heard a few comments about my body.

did she even go through puberty?

she's so flat.

but at this point i don't care. i'm just gonna mind my business. well i was until i was pushed into the pool. thankfully i grabbed the edge in time. i spit out the water and cough,

"what.the.fuck." i yell.

i get up coughing a bit, seojun just looks down at me and chuckles,

"what are you chuckling at you bastard? i can't swim dickhead!"

"at least you didn't die, also your really flat. didyour body not develop?" he sets himself down next to me.

i scoff at his unneeded comment,

"well your pp is probably really small." i reply staring ahead of myself.

"you don't eve-"

"shut it i don't care." i get up.