𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 {𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐣𝐮𝐧}

38

it's been a week and i'm home with everyone in the house this time. i took some time off of school, i haven't face park ha-eun and park ha-yoon since, it's genuinely scaring and breaking me down by bits. how can i face them? how can i go back to school without knowing everyone's gonna judge me? i remember the looks and glaring eye's given towards me while i went to my old school. i shake just by the thought.

i go downstairs heading towards the kitchen to grab some water, jiwoo sits down by the counter watching something on her phone.

"you know you can't keep avoiding seojun. he's gonna come everyday there's no point on telling him to go away."

i set myself next to her sighing,

"yeah i guess but i need time off."

she nods understanding my point, but i think. should i visit him today? maybe i should.

"are you gonna go to his house right now?" jiwoo gets up putting her dish away.

"what no? well yeah.."

"he's probably studying, but go."

i nod pushing myself up to get changed, i get up impelling a knitted teddy bear sweater with some wide jeans. i set on white socks and rush through the door with black slippers. i shiver at the cold breeze, i quickly run next door knocking on the door, i see my knuckles turning bright red. luckily someone opens the door.

"ji-eun unnie?"

i look up seeing go-woon, i try twitching a smile as always,

"can i come in?"

"oh yeah yeah! sorry for making you wait out for so long.."

"it's fine, is seojun home?" i ask taking off my slippers.

i sense the warm air wrap around my body. i see her walk before me and sit down on the couch.

"yeah han seojun oppa's home, he just got back from some hangout with this girl named ha-joon. she's so annoying she keeps forcing oppa to go out with h-"

i walk towards han seojun's room, i'm kinda mad but not at him. just ha-joon. her and her fucking brother has to be doing some shit together, i just know it, i open the door to his room.

no joke it was a hangout.

i stare blankly at him and ha-joon, she all over him like shit. i see her grin walking up to me, she folds her hands like a good girl she is. instead of smiling. i give no expression, i'm just mad. i can't tell if i'm mad at both of them, i can't tell if seojun likes her. the expression on his face, i just can't read at the moment. probably because i'm built with just, so much anger. i look up at ha-joon continuously grinning. she knows what's she's doing, she knows i'm pissed.

what am i supposed to do?