Chapter 6: love island

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Haz pov
It was awkward with Louis,I was still mad at him for just leaving and never writing us, yet here he is, a drunk idiot acting like nothing ever happend in the first place . Normally on a sober night I would let it go but not tonight. He went down to sit on the grass so then I followed him and sat next to him.

Haz: how could you
Louis: what are you talking about
Haz: don't play games with me we were best friends and you full on left
Louis: don't act all high and mighty with me you werent even fucking their to say goodbye to me
Haz: I would have but-

He cut me off

Louis: but what Tom was there and what he didn't know what I knew which is that you couldn't bare to face me cause you were ashamed to be my friend
Haz: that's not true
Louis: you didn't show up
Haz: I didn't know what to do I'm sorry
Louis: does tom know?
Haz: no I never told him, does your family know
Louis: no I've kept it a secret for 8 years
Haz: Louis it's 2017 you like guys what's the matter with that
Louis : shut the fuck up harrison, I don't even know if I do
Haz: mate you do , You told me
Louis: I told you because, haz I liked you and you knew that and that's why I couldn't face you okay, because I liked you, this isn't about me being gay at all this is about me kissing you back when we were twelve because I liked you and you didn't even bother to show up to say goodbye.

Ugh this is all my fault
I blew it I totally blew our friendship
He was panting out of anger in that moment so I had to do what I have been bearing to do for the past eight years.
I leaned into him and kissed him like how we kissed back when we were twelve.

Haz: you were ready to come out. I wasn't. Fuck I still don't know if I'm ready.
Louis: me neither

He kissed me again
Then we layed there looking at the stars

Louis: why does life have to be so fucking complicated

He says while holding my hand

Haz: idk mate I wish we had it easy like Tom

Y/n POV
Sitting at home in the living room attempting to paint my nails while listening to phone numbers by Dominic fike
"Why you not here with me can you break bread with me"
(Listennnn)
When I heard a knock at the door
Happy to see who was standing there infront of me

Tom: hey y/n
You: Tom what are you doing here
Tom: wanna go on a walk
You: at twelve in the morning?
Tom: don't worry I'm Spider-Man I'll protect you
You: haha sure let me go get changed I said as I rolled my eyes

I put on some sweats and walked out

You: so have you been caught up with love island Tom: obviously You: Sadly in Portland they don't have it on any network so I watch it on Hulu

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You: so have you been caught up with love island
Tom: obviously
You: Sadly in Portland they don't have it on any network so I watch it on Hulu.

Tom: have you seen new girl ?
You: duh why
Tom: Jess is from Portland Oregon 

(Quick Tom thought: why the heck would I say that🤦‍♀️)

You: that's probably the only way ppl will ever hear about Oregon hah
You: are u excited ur new movies coming out?homecoming?
Tom: you know y/n you really are my biggest fan

I was really embarrassed then I couldn't even make eye contact with him. Maybe I was his biggest fan? how sad is that? but then we stopped and I looked into his eyes and he looked into mine .
His were full of so much hope they were big chocolate bundles of joy haha how cringe is that for me to even think, even though it is true,
And when he smiled it was the cutest thing.

Tom: y/n
You:yes tom
Tom :y/n I've been meaning to tell you this for a long time but I don't know how.

Pls be what I think it is pls pls

You: yeah?
Tom: y/n I really like you, I like you a lot. I don't know how to say this but when I'm with u I just am completely happy there's is never a dull moment with you and I want to be with you because you make me smile more than any human should, and I ,  I haven't felt this way in a long time. Maybe ever.

Tom POV
You: am I rambling I feel like I'm rambling I'm sorry I just-

Then she shut me up in the best way possible

You: you just kissed me?

My cheeks were madly red

Y/n: I guess I did

She said smiling and slightly biting her lip
I now am sweating because she is so pretty what is a pretty girl like her doing kissing to me? Let alone talking to me.

You: y/n can I take you on a date

Pls oh pls say yes

Y/n sure I'd love to

Yesssssssss.
fireworks went off in my mind and then I walked her home and she kissed me on the cheek to say goodnight.
I was so excited I full on did a backflip and danced my whole way home.

Y/n: POV
I set my back against the door and I could not stop smiling I pranced around the living room and kept dancing till I finally got a text

*text*
Goodnight❤️-Tom

Eeeeeeek be cool y/n

Night🥰-y/n

*Off text*
I could tell my brother was home cause he was causing so much noise I realized it was 2 in the morning and he needed to shut up.

You: Louis shut up-
You: oh shit I'm so sorry

I quickly shut the door so confused and ran to my room................Haz and Louis Louis and haz?

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