Why did it have to be me?

Chapter 15

Niall's POV

    I was in the car with the boys on our way back from a show and I was tired. Louis and Liam were fighting over who gets to take a shower first. Harry was on his phone and Zayn is sleeping. I'm honestly dozing off myself. "Hey mate where back to the hotel." I said carefully shaking Zayn. "Leave me alone." He said. Liam took his water and dumped a bit on Zayn. "Ah bloody hell." She said shooting up.  "Sorry mate but the driver needs to go park let's go." Liam said getting out of the car. Zayn soon fallowed behind us exhausted as always. I don't blame him.

    Right now we have a lot going on Zayn recently announced  he is leaving the band. It's really hard for all of us especially me Zayn and I are really close and it's like I'm losing my older brother. That's exactly what's happening. I could tell he wasn't happy I just didn't want to believe it myself. He always tells me that nothing will change and he will still keep in touch. Although I want to believe him I really don't know what he's going to do after this and it upsets me.

    I was in the bathroom after my shower brushing my teeth when I heard a knock on the door. Dang it all I have on is a towel. I looked through the door and thankfully it was just Paul and Zayn. Zayn can in and crashed on his bed that's beside mine and Paul fallowed behind him. "You have a package." He said handing me a box. I have a feeling I know what it is I have been waiting for 2 weeks. Zayn popped up and looked at me and I shrugged my shoulders.

    Paul always stays until after we open anything to make sure there isn't anything threatening. Most of the time it's funny because fans send us some messed up things. "Zayn you okay mate." I asked sitting on my bed after getting dressed. "M'fine just tired can't seem to fall asleep." He said with a smile I tossed the remote to him and he turned on the tv. I than went back to open my package and I was stuffed with white tissue paper. "What in the world did you get?" Paul asked walking towards me. I shrugged.

    Zayn shot me a smile and I pulled back the tissue paper. Than it revealed a pink blanket, white onesie, 2 bows, a card, and a picture. I opened the card that said little one on the way.
Hey Niall! If you can't tell by the gifts the baby is a Girl I'm really excited! I hope your happy can't wait to see you in September!
Much love,
London
"Ni you alright?" Zayn asked. "I'm perfect." I said with a huge smile. "I'm having a girl." I said running my hand through my hair. "Wow congratulations Ni." Zayn said than gave me a hug. "You know your young but you'll make a amazing father." Paul said patting my back. "Thanks guys." I said. I'm beyond excited not that I wasn't before but now I can buy thing and spoil the crap out of my baby. I can tell the other boys and my family. My moms going to be so excited she gets a granddaughter.

Paul said good night to zayn and I and now it's just us two. Is kinda weird because we all know he won't be a part of this anymore but we know we shouldn't make a big deal about it. It will only make things worse. "You know it's upsetting that she won't grow up with her uncle Zayn." I said as a tear rolled down my face. "Ni I'm not going anywhere. I mean I am but I'm most definitely never going to just push you boys out of my life. That little girl will grow up with me no matter what happened. Your like my little brother and I can't lose you." He said pulling me into a hug. I could tel he was crying because my shoulder was getting wet. I could no longer hold back my tears.

"Okay but what if you do Z? What if you start over with your life and you forget all's bout us?" I managed to choke out. "Ni I promise I am not going anywhere you guys have my number. You know where I live. And I also know where you live." He said pulling away from the hug. "It's just I don't know how to feel about all of this. I mean you won't be around anymore to calm me down when I'm stressed or when I need someone to talk to at 2 in the morning. I mean what going to even happen to the band what is we fall apart?" I said. "Ni calm down nothing is going to happen it's just going to o be different I'm not going to stop being you older brother and best friend I promise." He help out his fist for me to bump it. That's zayn and I way of making a promise.