Philophobia

New Beginnings

-Dimitri's pov-

I watched her run away but followed where her gaze had strayed before she left. I saw her ex the one who had caused her so much pain, I clenched and unclenched my fists I had the urge to punch him. I don't know why but I had the urge to protect her so when I saw him try to go after her I don't know what came over me. Oh wait yes I do I don't like him. I grabbed his shoulder and pulled him back.

"Don't" I growled

He shook my hand off "What's it to you?" he said dangerously and he would probably be intimidating if I wasn't a head taller than him and obviously "She's my girl" he smirk cockily

I socked him in the jaw and smirked when I heard a crack I bent down to his level "No she's not you don't own her" I walked away and left the club and went find the devastated I felt the need to comfort her

I found her a few blocks away and she looked beautiful with the moonlight illuminating her skin and the the tears sparkling under the new found light. I didn't know how to approach her what to say, what to do but I know that I wouldn't leave here without doing something.

-Jasmines pov-

I stopped on the side walk and sat down bringing my knees to my chest and crying my eyes out. It was weird how I could think maybe just maybe I could start to move on that maybe, I didn't have to think about him that maybe just maybe I had pushed him out of my heart but that wasn't going to happen was it. Just when things where starting to look up for me he had to ruin it by showing up it was like he had a radar that said Jasmine's happy and he followed it to me just to break my heart all over again. It didn't matter that he was hurting me he just wanted me to stay hung up on him, well looks like he got his wish I cant even have one night without him ruining it. Not one. I didn't care if someone saw me here on the side of the street crying, I didn't care if anyone came to find me I just wanted to be left alone here to cry my eyes out then pull myself back together. Well not really I'd just pretend to be okay until I was alone I mean a year or two was enough time to get over someone but I hadn't I swear there was something wrong with me I mean it was obvious he didn't care, he made that crystal clear so why was I still trying. Why did I still care? I guess he really knew how to make a girl fall in love with him didn't he. And I hate him for it he made me fall in love knowing he was hurting me and yet he didn't stop maybe the other day was all an act maybe he didn't mean what he said, maybe he just wanted me to think he'd changed so he could come back and rip my heart out of my chest one more time.

I heard foot steps coming towards me but I didn't look up until I heard a voice that even though I'd only heard it a few times it was more familiar than my own.

"Your to pretty to cry" Dimitri said and I looked up to meet his eyes I laughed sadly

"Yeah right I feel like your only saying that because you have to" I replied

"Its true you are I know I don't know you that much but I can tell you've gone through a lot with that douche back there, I don't get why he would hurt you though you seem like a strong, smart and beautiful girl" He said I felt a blush creeping up on my cheeks he placed his hand on mine and looked to my face to see if that was okay instead of answering I laced our fingers together and smiled

"Hey I know a place right outside of town we can go to hang out I mean that's if you don't mind us going back to get my car and if you wanna go" he said using his free hand to scratch the back of his head I smiled

"Sure" I said

He stood up and pulled me with him we walked back to the club hand in hand.

Philophobia symptom 10- Trying to start over