𝐖 𝐈 𝐋 𝐃 - Hanji x Reader (fem)

Wild 3: A Wholesome Night

I had been slacking, and I'd admit it was partly because of what Sasha said to me earlier. It made me so anxious and it caused so many butterflies in my stomach I can't even begin to comprehend it. The other part, was well, because of Commander Erwin's new orders that doesn't sit well with me.

I'm part of Captain Levi and Section Commander Hanji's squad. Apparently, the two squads are now merged into one for a better reason. Levi and Hanji were still the leaders we'll look up unto. But I cannot ignore the triumphant smiles on Levi Squad as the Commander announced it.

Eren even whispered, “Welcome to hell, (Y/N)” that caused a slight glare from Mikasa. And I trembled, I have to be honest. Captain Levi has one of the most terrifying demeanor that I always avoided him every training of every day.

And now? They're telling me I'm supposed to be part of his squad? Talk about hell. “Thanks for that, Eren. Atleast now I've got some excuse to finally kick your ass in training.” I answered and his eyes were wide for awhile; fully knowing how skilled I was with combat.

Annie Leonhart, the traitor, did teach me a whole lot. I was a visual learner, so it was easy for me to learn her moves in every combat training.

“Any objection? No? You're dismissed.” The Commander announced, finishing the meeting off with a small smile. As I was about to go with the others, Erwin suddenly spoke. “(L/N), Hanji. A word?”

I glanced at Sasha, who then looked at me with worry. Ever since the happenings in the morning, she cannot not keep herself from worrying for me. Not that it was a bad thing, but it was for her. I'd been reassuring her all day that it was alright but somehow, she couldn't seem to stop herself from being guilty. I didn't like that at all, it reminded me of a certain someone.

The others went ahead while Hanji and I stood infront of Commander Erwin's desk. I wasn't scared, but nervous of what he might say. I bet it was to discipline myself from starting rumours.

“(L/N), I'm pretty sure you're aware of the rumours flying around this morning, as well as you, Hanji?” we both nodded as a response. Erwin lets out a deep sigh, placing his intertwined hands on the desk to remind us the situation is kinda serious. Kinda. “And it's false, yes? I need to hear that from both of your mouths.”

As I was about to answer, Hanji raised her voice a little louder to cut me off. “And if it wasn't? What were you gonna do, Erwin?” Hanji asks rather personally, seeing as to how she literally used his first name to address the Commander. She even looked annoyed, not trying to facade it for formality's sake.

Erwin shifted slightly on his seat in discomfort, “You know what people says about it Hanji, it's just not pleasant for Higher Ups to date someone in their squad. We've known that since we were cadets. Although it isn't part of our rules, dating is considered mandatory in Survey Corps.” He spoke firmly and seriously. This was going to get heated, and I can say that by Hanji's face. She doesn't look like one who backs down easily.

“Hmm, is it because we're both girls? I couldn't care less about what others say. I date who I wanna date, and nobody's going to get in our way, get it Erwin? Nobody. You know that better than I do.” Hanji retors, in which Erwin sighs again. This seems like everyday fight. And it was awkward for me, I was like an invisible statue standing straight in the corner while listening to a couple fighting. Awkward. “Tell that to me Erwin.”

“Of course I do Hanji. I respect who you like. But given what happened to L-laura. Because of my incompetence, she had been forsaken. That should serve everyone enough lesson on why it isn't appropriate to be with someone while your life's literally on the line.”

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Hanji didn't said anything more after what Erwin said, if anything, she stormed off of his office and I was left there speechless. I assured Commander Erwin once more that we weren't in a relationship before he dismissed me.