𝔸𝕣𝕖 𝕨𝕖 𝕓𝕣𝕠𝕜𝕖𝕟? || Draco x Reader

3

A/N abuse and rape warning skip to the "*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ ✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ:*" for the rest of the story

I must have been asleep for around four hours when I woke to the sound of my door being opened slowly, I stayed still on my side as I lie in my bed and my eyes closed tightly as I heard a loud pair of footsteps approaching my bed. 

The smell of firewhiskey burned my nose as I could smell it on his breath as he leaned down next to my face, his warm breath grazing my cheek. I flinched as his hand touched my waist, my breaths were heavy and quick. I heard a slight chuckle come from his mouth "look at me!" he said with a stern voice. 

I opened my eyes and saw a disgusting grin creep onto his face "you look so much like your mother" he retorted and I turned away to end our eye contact but his other hand came and grabbed my face making my head snap back at him, his eyes bore into mine, it made me feel sick. He removed his hand from my waist and grabbed his wand from his pocket, it was at this point I began to squirm under his touch, "you're pathetic, you may look like your mother but you are nothing compared to her." he spat as he slurred his words, obviously drunk. "you're going to stay still and be quiet, if you don't there will be punishments!" he said as he unbuckled his belt.

My eyes widened as what I feared he was going to do became clearer, "NO!" I begged as I tugged my head out of his strong grasp. "you shouldn't have done that you fucking brat!" he hissed, then he did the unthinkable "CRUCIO!" I screamed and contorted in pain as he held one of the three unforgivable curses at me. 

Out the corner of my now blackening vision I could see a revolting smile plastered on his face, "STOP... PLEASE!" I cried struggling to get the words out my mouth. He lowered his wand and my breath hitched in relief, "are you going to behave now!" his words laced in poison as he flashed his teeth at me in a wicked smile, "why are you doing this?" my voice barely a whisper. 

He ignored my answer and raised his wand again, "I guess not then, Imperio!" my body began to relax and I started to do what he told, I wasn't struggling anymore and I was being quiet like he told me to be, he sniggered and continued to unbuckle his belt. 

His trouser were now on my bedroom floor and he unbuttoned his shirt and let it fall to the floor. My eyes began to tear up as I had an idea of what horrors were to come, my vision blurred as he tore my duvet off my bed and clambered on top of me, his hands tugged at my pyjama bottoms and they eventually came off. 

My face wet with the waterfall of tears that were now beginning to fall as he lowered his body to touch mine, I was breathing rapidly and begging my body to overcome the curse and push him away but it was no use. I was paralysed. My head started to spin and I began feeling faint. I blacked out.

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I woke up the next morning, my body stiff with pain and the memory of what he did to me. I started to cry as I recalled everything that he did, I started to panic. I felt sick. I rushed to the bathroom next to my room and started being sick into the toilet, my head hung over the bowl and my hands clung to the sides of the bowl as I started to cry. 

I wiped my mouth and stood up and walked to the sink, I stared at myself in the mirror, my face was red and my eyes puffed up and bloodshot, I must have been staring blankly at myself for around ten minutes before I washed my hands and wet my face to try and wake myself up. I called for Calvus and he apparated In front of me, "yes mistre-" he cut himself off "what happened mistress?" he asked kindly. "m..my s..stepfather he-" I burst back into tears and collapsed to the floor. "mistress!" he exclaimed as he rushed over to me and started rubbing my back "do you want me to get someone who can help?" he questioned. I cleared my throat and my tears stopped "no, I'll go to someone who can stop his abuse! He has gone too far now!" I said with a shaky voice.