it's okay

chapter:07 FOR THOSE WHO THINK LIFE IS WRONG FOR ONLY THEM

           We all have several incidents in our lives. We all are going through many circumstances, we all have been tried to be normal infront of others though we are not and every time we need break. We need break to make things stop, we need break to make things not work out as they were, we need break to get rid of circumstances and among all we need break because we are afraid of things that are going to work the way we never wanted. Trying, hoping, helping and make ourselves believe that we are strong but actually we're not, I am tired of all this. I just can't have myself being pretending good and okay even if I am not but I am so proud of you trying your best to be okay when you were not. THE WORLD TRULY IS A BETTER PLACE BECAUSE PEOPLE LIKE YOU DO EXIST AND THEY MAKE WORLD A BETTER PLACE.
               I am sure things are not working the way you want them to work and then you start blaming it on your life or luck. Remember one thing, i just don't know who the hell guy has introduced this word, this word is nothing for me, i only believe in efforts! No efforts, no fruits. And if you still believe in "luck" then make it clear that luck is behind efforts, you have to do efforts there will good luck and if you don't do efforts there will be bad luck. I believe in trying and never giving up, losing once or twice doesn't make me lose my heart, so one should keep trying.
               You always say that this all my luck and then move on. No you shouldn't, you should stop at that point and think what make your luck do this to you. Why you don't focus on what you did and why THAT happened to you? Why you don't try to find out the reason behind it? You make things work the way you want and simply they work! I have always heard that time waits for no one, time gives no other chance but yes! It do give but only for those who deserves it. It will give you chance but you'd never when was that, so you have to be aware and try to fix your mistakes. There is always a reason behind every incident. Once it was like I was walking on a road and my wallet fell of, i didn't know and a girl came to me she asked me if that was mine and i said yes! It's mine. It totally amazed me why that girl give me, she could kept it and never gave me. I try to find the reason and what i came to know was that the girl was the one i helped before, when she don't have food, i gave her little amount.
This is a perfect example but what we should also be focused on is people with several allergies and habits. Let me give you an example, hope you'll understand! There was a girl once, i mean my friend and i know everything about her and her habits. When i was in grade five, she said that she love moon and when i was in ninth grade she said she don't like moon much now. I asked her why is that, what's the reason? She said ,"The moon is very dirty and I'm not dirty, I want to make my choice as special as I am."

I never knew why she said this but the thing that strikes is that there maybe some reason or some things that had made her live and think like that. A bit over two years I lost somebody very dear to me. Needless to say it was a long road to get back to light so to speak but life is mostly about processing the fact that we eventually have to let go of everything and there is a beauty to it as well.  Half a mat, fistful of rice.
   If it could have happened any other way, it would have but things or circumstances are the main cause, think once more if life had made such experiences with you!!!!