Billie pulled away from me and started walking off I watched her until she turned to corner and I couldn't see her. When she got out of site I started sobbing. I fell to me knees crying In my hands.
My mom just watched me sit there and cry, but my sister and Maggie helped me up and brought me to my room and told me to take a nap.
I woke up to my mom running into my room telling me it's time to go. I got up and walked down stairs. My main suitcase had a few hoodies and note.
When I picked up the hoodie I automatically knew it was Billies hoodies. I waited to read the note until I got in the car so I could read it without interruption
BILLIE POV
After I left sierras I had the thought of giving her a few hoodies of mine so she could remember me. I ran to the park I got her my favorite hoodie and her favorite hoodie of mine and sprayed the hoodies with my perfume and the note i wrote her. I knew I had to give it to Dani or Maggie and I couldn't just go through the front door but I did knock to see who would get the door. Thank god it was Dani other wise I would have to climb up to her bedroom door.
Billie: WAIT DANIELLE DON'T CLOSE THE DOOR
Danielle: What the fuck where were you
Billie: Behind the bush
Danielle: Why
Billie: Because I didn't know who was going to answer the door and I didn't want it to be your mom. Anyway where is Sierra I want to give this too her.
Danielle: she is in her room taking a nap. She started sobbing after you left
Billie: Uggh I hate this. Just give this to her when she wakes up
Danielle: of course in fact her suitcase is right here I put it here
Billie: Thank you and please make sure she takes care of herself while I'm gone
Danielle: Of course I will
Billie: Alright I have to get going see you soon
Danielle: See you
I gave Dani a big ass hug because I don't know when I will see her again. I drove off in my car a family friend gave me after I told him what happened. He even helped get it registered in my name so if I came in contact with any cops that wouldn't be a problem.
SIERRA POV
When I saw the hoodies I put on my favorite one. I also decided to only where her favorite one on her birthday and Christmas time Because that is her favorite holiday. luckily it's all in the same month so it wouldn't be hard to do.
Danielle: Hey sis you ready to go
Sierra: No...But I have to so I guess I don't know let's just go
Danielle: I see you got Billie hoodies, Have you read the note yet
Sierra: No imma read it in the car. Did you
Danielle: That note was to you not me
When I got into the car I laid down in the back seat and got as comfortable as I could in such a small car. After about 30 minutes into the car ride I finally read the note
Note: Dear Sierra
told you not to worry, but maybe that's a lie. Honey what's your hurry. Won't you stay inside. remember not to get to close to stars their never gonna give you love like ours.
where did you go I should know but it's cold and I don't wanna be lonely so show me the way home. I can't loose another life.
The worlds a little blurry or maybe it's my eyes. The thoughts I had to bury they keep me up at night. Said I couldn't love someone cause I might break if you gonna die not by mistake.
So where did you go I should know but it's cold and I don't wanna be lonely so tell me you'll come home even if it's just a lie.
I try not to upset you let you rescue even the day I met you I just wanted to protection you but now I'll never get too.
where did you go I should know but it's cold and I don't wanna be lonely was hoping you come home. I don't care if it's a lie.
Love ,Butthead/Billie
Ps. If you need to re-spray the hoodies I get the French vanilla perfume from Bath & Body works
I can't anymore. After I finished reading her note she left I broke down again. I just wanted to hold Billie one more time and for the rest of my life without anyone getting in the way.
After 30 Minutes of sobbing, another 30 minutes of normal crying, And another 30 minutes of sniffing and silent cry's I finally fell asleep for the rest of the car ride. I only woke up when Dani would ask me if I wanted food or something to drink. I didn't feel hungry or thirsty so I said no.
After a 14 hour drive we were in Atlanta.
A/ N the amount of time it took to find the song I wanted to use and on top of that write the lyrics while listening at the same time
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Friends by chance lovers by choice
FanfictionYou and Billie have been friends for years. You always knew she was gay even before she told you. After Billies coming out she suddenly catches your eye and you start having feelings. Little did you know y'all's feelings would cause drama and pain...
