Friends by chance lovers by choice

•Seventeen•

BILLIE POV 6 Months

Billie: This shit is fucking hell
Finneas: Calm down you will get there

So let's catch up. Within the first month of living in L.A. in my car my brother moved out here to help me out. He also got a job. We could only afford a one bedroom so we just turned the living room into a bedroom.

The second month I started Part two to my plan. I started putting music out. I know I know, I always refused the idea of a singer, but this was the only thing I could think of to see Sierra again and get away from her mom.

I started just by putting three songs out on sound cloud. Limbo, Lyin' 2 ya, and fingers crossed.

I ended up getting 100k listeners after that. Yeah it was a lot but I don't think enough to get sierras attention. It was the same thing from that point on putting out songs here and there. Just trying to see what people liked.

Billie: I know it just...I miss her so fucking much
Finneas: I know you will see her soon we still have one more song to put out
Billie: can we hold onto it for a little bit
Finneas: Yeah, and some of my friends are having a party you should go.  Make some friends of your own
Billie: I have friends
Finneas: Your Co-workers that you only talk to at WORK don't count
Billie: uggh fine what time
Finneas: 6

I had three hours to get ready. I took a quick shower and put on a big ass shirt and shorts that went to my knees with black shoes to match. I also put hella necklace on and a choker with long ass spikes.

When me and fin got there I didn't recognize anyone, not a single soul. It makes since tho I only left the house to go to work or get food.

I went to go get a drink to put my mind at ease, but it wasn't like a make it yourself type thing they actually had someone make your drink for you.

Finneas: Nope. Your not drinking that
Billie: FINNEAS. Why did you do that uggh.
Finneas: Calm down bozo I don't want you doing something you will regret. Come one I want you to meet my co-workers

Finn dragged me through the crowd of drunk and high people which I wanted to be apart of but big bro says no. We got to the corner of the house and he introduced me to them.

Finneas: Billie this is Isaac, Elijah, Jah short for Jahseh and the girl over there is Chelssy.
Billie: Hi
Finneas: Jah also does music
Billie: Is Jah what you're know by
Jah: no it's XXXTENTACION
Billie: Oh my fucking god I listen to you stuff. I love your songs
Jah: Thanks man

We spent hours in that corner just talking and getting to know each other. At one point the guys we talking about guy shit so me and Chelssy had our own little conversation.

Billie:Well Chelssy you're very pretty uhh I'm I'm going to going now
Chelssy:Haha thank you bye, Oh wait let me get your number
Billie: Of course

Chelssy: Here is your phone. Don't take to long to call me
Billie: I'll text you right when I get home
Chelssy: Bet
Finneas: ready to go
Billie: FUCK...bro don't scare me like that, and you stop laughing
Chelssy: Haha I'm sorry it's just...You just told me you don't get scared haha
Billie: uggh because I- Finneas come on

                    Time speed to the house

Billie: Goodnight Finn
Finneas: Why are you in such a rush
Billie: Because I have to text Chelssy
Finneas: Mhm..goodnight

                                   The text
Me:I'm home
Me:Wyd

Chelssy🌸:Nun I was just thinking abt u

Me: Really? Well I feel special

Chelssy🌸: as you should

Me: Stawp it you making me blush

Chelssy🌸: Really because I thought
only your girl who is not your girl could make you do that

Me: Gn Chelssy

Chelssy🌸: Night🥰

I turned my phone off and through it across the room

Billie: FUCK
Finneas: Bil? What's wrong?
Billie: I did it...I did the one thing I told myself not to do
Finneas: Which is
Billie: Fall for someone that isn't Sierra

I started crying my ass off because I didn't know what to do. I was in love with Sierra, but I haven't seen her in so long, and Chelssy gave me all the attention I have missed the last 8 months. I can't I won't

Billie: Can we put the song out. Right now then put hella more songs out tomorrow. I need to see her
Finneas: Billie, Look at me that's not how you are going to get where you want to get. We are a good pace. We can put the song out tomorrow but for now you need sleep.

Before he closed the door he said one last thing that kept me up all night

Finneas: And to thing you wanted to get drunk and high. If I had let you do that who knows what you and Chelssy might have done. Anyway Goodnight

A/N Ahhhhh I'm so happy for Chelssy. I was going to use an actual convo they had on the live but it 2AM and I'm tired as shit. But no For real, Do you e?