1 year
The past year has been the best. We finally got the Ep out 6 months ago, and started tour a month ago. The venues were small but still fun. During meet and greets Girls would ask me to kiss them on the cheek or ask if they could put their ass on me. Of course my gay ass didn't mind. They didn't know I was gay tho, but they would tell me that I turned them "gay". I also had girls throw bras at me on stage. Even tho concerns and meeting my babies were fun at night I would over think and imagine what would happen if Sierra was at my next show. But of course that never happened.
Billie: Chelssy can I sleep with you
Chelssy: Yeah
Oh yes Chelssy. Where do I start with her. Hook ups that's all they are no feelings or anything. Well on my part that's all they are. She knew how in love I am with Sierra even tho it's been 2 Years. Her on the other hand I think she wants it to be more than hook ups, but is doing it to make me happy.
CHELSSY POV
Billie: Chelssy you up
Chelssy: Yeah
Billie: Can we talk
Chelssy: About what
Billie: Sierra
Chelssy:*sigh* sure
Sierra this Sierra that I'm sick and tired of the bitch always talking about Sierra. It's not like I can relate to Billie about her I've never met her. I wish I had Billie all to myself so I didn't have to hear her talk about her anymore. The most I have of Billie is our hook ups. I hope Sierra doesn't come back into billies life so can keep it that way or hopefully more.
Chelssy:Mhm...Mhm...Really...yeah...Mhm...Bil-BILLIE
Billie: Yeah
Chelssy: I'm sorry I'm trying I really am I just can't do it anymore
Billie: What do you mean
Chelssy: I'm trying to keep you happy Billie I really am. I let you talk about Sierra as much as you want, and hook up with you when we crave that feeling, but I can't anymore. I like you a lot and I want more then a hook up. I know you don't want more but we need to figure something else out.
Billie: Chelssy I am so sorry I didn't know it bothered you that much
Chelssy: Well it doesn't...Uggh just go back to your bunk
Billie: okay
SIERRA POV
Claudia: SIERRA I CANT ANYMORE ALL YOU DO IS TALK ABOUT THAT BITCH
Sierra: she's not a bitch
Claudia: WHATEVER SHE IS YOU ONLY TALK ABOUT HER. EVEN AFTER WE HOOK UP. ITS ALWAYS "That was so good claud that had to have been the longest we gone for...I remember this one time me and Billie went on for- LIKE SHUT UP QUIT BRINGING HER UP.
I was in the corner of my bed sobbing and Claudia was yelling at me about always talking about Billie. For the last few months All me and Claudia did was hook up.
Sierra: I-IM SORRY CLAUDIA...I-I'm sorry I just lover her and miss her
Claudia: ITS BEEN 2 FUCKING YEARS CLEARLY WHAT EVER HER PLAN WAS DIDNT WORK SHE PROBABLY MOVED ON LIKE YOU NEED TO DO
Sierra: DONT SAY THAT YOU DONT KNOW
Claudia: Oh my fucking god I'm not even about to argue with you. Text me when you come to reality and realize you're never going to see her again
As Claudia walked out my room I started sobbing even harder practically screaming at that point. My sister ran into the room and held me and kissed my head. She got up and got Billies favorite sweatshirt. Her smell was gone so she sprayed it with billies perfume I bought.
I guess I should catch you up on the last 2 years of my life. As y'all know Claudia helped me stop self harming myself and Keep track of things on my wall. Which I soon lost track of. After Billie random stoped talking to me Instagram took down my account so I had to make a new one. After me and Claudia hooked up the ONE time we were cool just friends after that. But then we got drunk and made it two times then one after another and before you knew it we were pretty much fuck Buddy's. Have feelings for Claudia but they weren't as strong as my feelings for Billie. But she is right it has been two years and I haven't seen any trace of Billie anywhere.
The next week
Its my first time texting Claudia in a week. Today was the day I was ready to commit and get over Billie.
Text
Green eyed Billie
Yes yes I know the name is fucked up imma change after I ask her this one thing
Claudia, I wanted to say I am ready to get over Billie and commit to us
Seen
The fuck was that I guess she is still mad at me.
CLAUDIA POV
I woke up with bad headache. I had no fucking idea where I was. I sat up and that's when I remembered what happened. After I left Sierra house I went my friends house. I told her what happened and one thing led to the next and we well you know. I checked my phone and oh my god Sierra texted me and said she wanted to commit to us. I rushed out of Ariana's bed and got dressed.
Ariana: Why you in such a rush don't you want breakfast
Claudia: Sierra texted me saying she wanted to commit to me and her so I'm about to go to her house
Ariana: Well what about us
Claudia: what do you mean...you know this wasn't anything serious right
Ariana: umm...I guess
Claudia: Okay see you later
I got in my car and drove to Sierras house. Her sister Danielle opened the door.
Claudia: She home
Danielle: Yeah in her room she hasn't left in a week
Claudia: Okay
I ran into her room. She was on her bed in the corner crying. I ran over to her and hug her.
Sierra: W-why are you here I-I thought you were mad at m-me
Claudia: No oh my god no why would you think that
Sierra: you left me on open
Claudia: after I read the text I got excited and rushed over here
Sierra: Really
Claudia: I'm here aren't I
Sierra looked up at me with the biggest smile. I leaned down and gave her a kiss. The kiss was different from the other times we did. It was passionate and lovingly.
A/N Bitch depression can suck my dick yeah I may not have one but it can still suck it. But any way help me pick out my outfit for the Doc TikTok: Noelxbillie
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Friends by chance lovers by choice
FanfictionYou and Billie have been friends for years. You always knew she was gay even before she told you. After Billies coming out she suddenly catches your eye and you start having feelings. Little did you know y'all's feelings would cause drama and pain...
