uncontrollable fondness

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wonder about you deliriously
intrusive notions come to mind
desperate urge for more
compulsive behavior coming onto me
while sanity is being left behind

powerless to resist
slowly losing control
into a captivating love
devotion bordering on obsession
getting unwanted repetitive thoughts

i think I am losing myself
into enthralling insanity

an all consuming lust
unreasonable affection
overwhelming desire
delusional attraction

persistent pressure to love you
feeling broadly
struggle to manage my emotions
developing abnormal attachments
thinking about you fondly

images
ideas
dreams
thoughts
the feel of you haunts my soul
and lives inside my bones

know I am willing to
do almost anything for you

I can not help this fixation
or to check on you nonstop
extreme controlling behavior
leading madness as life evermore

i am well aware i am losing myself
into devastating insanity

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