Secrets kept from therapists

love me back

"GIRLS"

i wipe my tears,
and drive to your house.

tell me about the boys you like,
tell me how bad you want to kiss them.
tell me how great they treat you,
and tell me how much they are the one.

but now my tears are kept safe in my body
because you don't like girls.
so i'll drown in my tears
over and over
again.

because loving you quietly,
is better then losing you forever.
-L

"HER"

i could talk to hours about her,

her brown hair

that flows effortlessly,

her brown eyes,

with specks of gold,

a smile that brightens

my day, when nothing else can.

how she cries

and all i wanna do is hold her,

because how could someone hurt

such a soul?

her father will always

be dead to me.

how she gets me to eat,

even if she doesn't realize it.

how i smile when she

facetimes me,

without even realizing it.

but we're just friends.
-L

"ORGANIC KEYS"

you have the key
to my heart.

you opened it without
any second thought.

but you lied.

you told me i had the
key to yours.

so i believed you,
because why would you lie?

i didn't realize you
did lie,
until i tried unlocking
it.

that's when i saw how different
our keys really were.

yours had perfect, straight
lines

while mine was more of
an organic shape,
impossible to fit into
anyone's.
-L

:/
i just wanna be the one you love.

i wanna be the one you hold,

i wanna be the one you cry to,

i wanna be the one you kiss.

but it seems others deserve your love,
more then i ever did.
-L

"ANOTHER UNIVERSE"

i wonder if in

another universe,

i could hold you

how i want to,

or kiss you for hours,

without i single thought

in my mind.

but for now i'm stuck

in a universe

that makes more sense

without you,

than with you.
-L