4: perfect

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     I brought the mug to my lips as I listened to Suga and Kenma. Both gushing over how amazing their husbands are. They're just so perfect.
      " Akaashi. Have you been thinking of getting remarried? " Suga spoke picking up the mug by him. We always had these little get togethers. Tea, drama, maybe some wine.
      " No I haven't. I'm to focused on raising the kids. And making sure we keep a roof over our heads" I looked at them both with sorrow in there eyes.
      " Maybe finding someone who could help you would work" Kenma muttered softly.
     " I'm not interested in dating or getting married again. No one holding me back or pushing me down" I shrugged picking at the skin of my fingernail bed.
     " What do your kids think of not having a dad-"
      " Well it seems my kids still have contact with theirs so I don't know...I found out Atsumo had been taking them to stay with him secretly. "  They didn't look shocked.
      " Well to be honest. We've all been doing that" Kenma looked away from me using his hair as a shield.
      " You a have! Both if you know I don't want him around them. I know he's their father. But all he did was hurt us-"
     " You. He hurt you Akaashi. And if this is your way of getting revenge it's sick. Let the man be a father. Akaashi you should see how little Anya's eyes light up when she sees him. It warms everyones heart, she loves her father. " The crow reached over taking my hand in his.
      " You two haven't been through any if this. You both live perfect happy lives. With happy husbands, happy kids, happy everything. "
       " No... I don't... " Kenma spoke up looking to me.
       " My home life is far from perfect. Kuroo is always busy with something. He doesn't spend time with me or Taylor. He sleeps in his office. He eats in his office. I'm raising Taylor alone. There are days I think about leaving him. But I think of Taylor. And how that would hurt her to see me leave. Or to live without her father. She's had to deal with one family not wanting her. So why should the second one not want to be with each other.. " The tabby cat sighed. Me and Suga stayed silent.
       " So don't say we all have it perfect "   I gave a nod.
         " Sorry kenma.. "
         " It's ok. I have to go get Taylor from school " We said our goodbyes before we went separate ways.

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