19: Damn You

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An: WE HIT 1.16 K READS!!!! IT BLOWS MY MIND THAT PEOPLE ENJOY THIS SOAP OPERA XD I THANK YOU ALL! YOU LIKE ME! YOU REALLY REALLY LIKE ME! XD lordy ok but anyways here's the chapter. Love you❤😘

After Valentine's Day Tsuki and Anya warmed up to Kita. I couldn't tell if it was real or not though. They're just like their mother. Good at faking emotions, and telling lies. They smile and let him think they like him. Anya has started calling him papa. But I can see past her mask.
I sat in my office writing email after email. Was it all a mask these two constructed.. Or did they actually like him. I was confused, and scared. I hated I had put my kids through this. I grabbed my phone texting Bokuto.

The one that got away: Bokuto-san. You awake?

Bokuto-san: yeah. Why are you texting me this late? Everything ok?

The one that got away: just need someone to talk to.

Bokuto-san: why don't you text Kita? Or Sugar, and Oikawa?

The one that got away: it's about Kita-san. I didn't text them since it's late and they have kids.

Bokuto-san: it's late and I have kids

The one that got away: it's late and the kids are with me. Unless you got someone else knocked up.

Bokuto-san: Akaashi

The one that got away: just saying. Maybe ya did. Gotta try again at love at some point.

Bokuto-san: I thought this was about Kita?

The one that got away: well... It's about the kids and Kita.

Bokuto-san: ok? Go on

The one that got away: I told Tsuki and Anya

Bokuto-san: told them what?

The one that got away: about what you did

Bokuto-san: about what I did?

The one that got away: you know. When you cheated on me with Maria who's now in a cell. The one you fucked in the supplie closet while I was giving birth to our daughter.

Bokuto-san: so they know now. Why'd you tell them Akaashi? Why didn't you consult me before you did?

The one that got away: I broke down Bokuto-san. I got in a fight with Tsuki and told them. They were treating kita like a stain.

Bokuto-san: so now they can treat me like shit. Blame me for all the problems like you do.

The one that got away: that's what I meant Bokuto-san. I made them promise me they wouldn't see you in a different light.

Bokuto-san: they can say they promise. But does that mean it's true

The one that got away: hopefully they don't take after you. You couldn't keep a promise.

Bokuto-san: Akaashi

The one that got away: how many promises did you break whilw we were married bokuto-san?

Bokuto-san: ...

The one that got away: more than you can count.

Bokuto-san: I have a question Akaashi

The one that got away: shoot.

Bokuto-san: kita looks like me.. Ever think about that? Maybe you didn't move on? You tell you're you did but you just found a look alike.

The one that got away: shut up bokuto-san..

Bokuto-san: do ya think. Maybe you still love me? You have that part you don't let show. that part that still holds on and loves me?

You can no longer send messages to this number

I hated him. I hated how... He kinda had a point. God damnit. I shut my computer off then went to my room. Another night of regrets, and tears.

An: uwu it's shet. Enjoy. Thank you for reading 🥺 and maybe check out my new book Dear Diary,

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